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Harriet Tubman: A Prophet of Freedom from Maryland

Connection to a Christian from Maryland

This prophetic word mirrors the story of Harriet Tubman, the famed “Moses of her people,” who lived in Maryland before leading hundreds of enslaved souls to freedom through the Underground Railroad. Tubman’s life is a living echo of Chapter 1’s clock of redemption and Chapter 2’s awakening of the Bride. She was a woman who, though wounded by oppression and marked by trauma, walked in supernatural communion with God. Her visions, dreams, and prophetic insights guided her through impossible circumstances — much like those “carried away in the Spirit to a great and high mountain.”

In Maryland’s darkness, Tubman heard divine instructions as clearly as if angels spoke to her. She trusted the voice of God more than the wisdom of men, fulfilling the prophetic image of one “schooled in His presence.” The freedom she brought to others was more than political — it was a living manifestation of the Lord’s decree: “Healing, freedom, and increase are taking place.”

The word’s emphasis on redeeming lost time also finds resonance in Tubman’s later years. Though she never learned to read, she carried a deep understanding of Scripture, often quoting Revelation and Exodus as promises of deliverance. Like the Bride clothed in righteousness, she became a symbol of endurance transformed into glory. Her Maryland roots — in a land of bondage — became the very soil from which revival and freedom sprang forth, proving again that the Lord takes what the enemy meant for captivity and turns it into a testimony of divine restoration.

Chapter 1 – The Mountain of Healing and the Clock of Redemption

I was carried in the Spirit to a great and high mountain, and from that place, I saw the holy city descending — radiant, pure, alive with the light of God. The air itself sang of healing, freedom, and increase. From the throne came a decree that the time of delay was breaking, and the Lord was redeeming the lost years His people had mourned. I saw the CLOCK of heaven — the same one that many had stared at in grief, counting wasted time — and Jesus Himself touched it. When His hand met the clock’s face, time began to glow, not with loss but with restoration. Every tick became a heartbeat of mercy, every moment a seed of divine recovery.

The Spirit spoke, “Do not say, ‘I am late.’ For I, the Alpha and the Omega, redeem even the hours that sorrow devoured.” Then I saw the saints rise like trees along a living river, each bearing fruit in its season — a new fruit for every month, a symbol of ongoing transformation. These were those who had endured long nights of silence, who had been told they were disqualified or forgotten. Yet the Lord said, “You are My Philadelphia people — faithful in small strength, yet steadfast in love. I am setting before you an open door no man can shut.”

The ground trembled as voices rose in prayer, echoing those of the revivalists of old — the Sankeys, the Moodys, the Mount Hermon students — those who built their houses upon faith and labor. I heard the cry of pastors who spent their lives lifting the hearts of multitudes, and I felt the joy of the ancestors who still stand in witness to the promises of God. The Spirit said, “The same fire that once filled the upper room is stirring again in this generation. Do not mourn the past revivals — stand, for you are the continuation of their song.”

Then came the angel of Revelation 20, holding a scroll of judgment and promise. He declared that the battle is shifting, the Kingdom is advancing, and the saints are being positioned in places they never imagined. The same hands that once trembled now lifted with authority. The same voices once silenced now thundered with decree. And in the midst of it, the Lamb stood radiant — His wounds now windows of glory, forever testifying that suffering has become the gateway to reigning.


Chapter 2 – The Awakening of the Bride and the Restoration of the Word

The Lord spoke again, “I am calling My Bride to rise in righteousness, clothed in fine linen, clean and white — for her beauty is not born of ease but of endurance.” I saw saints who had walked through the furnaces of grief, now shining with an inner fire. Their prayers mingled with the sound of an ancient song, the same melody that once filled the prayer halls of Northfield, the conference grounds, and the humble sanctuaries where faith built nations. These were those who, like Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, trusted in promises unseen — and their faith became the seedbed of awakening.

The Spirit continued: “I am schooling My people again in the authority of My Word. My sons and daughters will no longer quote My truth without power. They will speak, and creation will answer. They will decree, and mountains will move. For I have magnified My Word above all My Name, and I am restoring reverence to those who tremble at its sound.”

Then I saw a generation of intercessors rising — dreamers and reformers — holding worn family Bibles, their pages stained by tears. They prayed not for platforms but for presence, not for fame but for fire. Heaven responded with an outpouring like Pentecost. The 120 became thousands, the thousands became multitudes, and across the nations the cry of revival shook even the coldest altars.

But the Spirit warned, “Do not mistake emotion for anointing, nor movement for transformation. Only those who abide in love will carry lasting glory.” I saw the Lord turn His gaze to those hidden in silence — especially His daughters who had been bound by fear and forgotten by systems of men. And He said, “The very places where the enemy sought to hide you, I will ignite with My favor. From the shadows will come songs of destiny, and through your voice the nations will remember mercy.”

Then a trumpet sounded, and a multitude stood clothed in light, declaring, “Worthy is the Lamb!” The atmosphere was alive with purpose. The Word of God was no longer a text but a living flame. The Bride was radiant, and the King was near. I knew then — we are not waiting for revival; we are its embodiment. The city descending is not merely a future hope but a present unveiling — the holy Jerusalem rising within hearts that have been purified by love.

A Baseball Player from Iowa named Billy Sunday

Powerful Evangelist

There was a man from Iowa named Billy Sunday. He started out as a professional baseball player, but God had a bigger plan for his life. One day, he walked away from fame and success to follow Jesus. He became one of the most powerful evangelists in America. Crowds packed huge tents just to hear him preach. People said he was bold, energetic, and full of life—he preached like a man on fire.

What made Billy Sunday’s life so remarkable is that he didn’t let his past define him. He shook off the old clothes and stepped into God’s new blueprint. He didn’t have a formal education or a polished background, but he had faith. And that faith changed lives across the nation.

This prophetic word carries that same spirit. It’s a reminder that God can take ordinary people from ordinary places and do something extraordinary. Like Billy Sunday, you may feel unqualified or overlooked, but God is marking every part of your life with His victory. When you let go of the old and step into His new grace, there’s no telling what doors will open.

Just like Billy, you can rise up with confidence and say, “God’s not finished with me yet!” The same Spirit that empowered him is at work in you. Your story isn’t over—it’s only just beginning.

Chapter One – Marked by Victory

Friend, when God says, “I am marking every part of your life in My victory,” that means no area is left out. Your health, your relationships, your finances, your purpose—He’s putting His signature of triumph on all of it. You may have been through battles, delays, or disappointment, but God is saying, “I’m not finished with you. I’m about to turn it all for your good.”

Think about the man at the pool of Bethesda. Jesus found him, spoke a word, and the man was instantly healed. That’s what happens when the Lord steps into your story. You may have felt stuck or overlooked, but the Lord has His eye on you. He’s breathing new life into old places.

This is a time of refreshing—a season of deeper encounters with Jesus. He’s awakening His people to who they really are: sons and daughters with authority. It’s not about striving anymore. It’s about resting in the truth that you already have victory because of what Christ has done.

The Lord is saying to many, “Prophesy your way out of the old.” Stop rehearsing what went wrong. Stop wearing the old clothes of defeat, guilt, or regret. Shake off what’s behind you and step into the new grace God has prepared. New mantles, new assignments, new confidence are being released right now.

If you’ve been believing for healing, hold on. God’s promises are for all His children. He said He would take away all sickness. That’s not “some.” That’s all. When He calls Himself Jehovah-Rapha—the Lord who heals you—that’s a forever promise. You’re not the sick trying to get well; you’re the healed learning to walk in what’s already yours.

Maybe you’ve battled fear or felt pressure on every side. The Lord is saying, “I’m delivering you from old limitations.” You don’t have to live with the fear of man, or the lies that say you’re not enough. God is breaking those chains. You’re stepping into freedom, confidence, and divine purpose.

Listen, this is not just about getting through—it’s about rising up. God’s saying, “Welcome back.” Welcome back to joy, to vision, to intimacy with Me. You haven’t missed your moment. The best is still to come!


Chapter Two – Stepping into New Blueprints

This is a season of new blueprints—fresh direction, divine ideas, and God-inspired strategies. The Lord is doing something new in your life, and it’s bigger than you can imagine. He’s saying, “Don’t limit Me by what you’ve seen before. I’m doing something that will surprise you.”

God is raising up a generation that walks in authority—authority over sickness, fear, and lack. When you know who you are in Christ, you don’t have to beg for miracles; you speak with confidence. Jesus gave His followers power over demons and disease. That same power is in you today.

I believe we’re entering a time when faith will rise stronger than ever. Our young people will be marked with the beauty of Jesus. They’ll walk in boldness and humility. They’ll pray for the sick, share the gospel, and expect God to move in everyday life.

Maybe you’ve faced financial pressure or felt the weight of lack. The Lord says, “Don’t worry. I’m bringing new provision and restoring what was lost.” God is the ultimate restorer. He not only brings you out, He brings you out better. There’s a blessing with your name on it.

Now is the time to let God’s fire go deeper. Let Him burn away the fear, the pride, the distractions. Stay humble, stay surrendered, stay full of love. The Lord is preparing His people to shine—to live with a first-love passion that can’t be faked.

You may not see everything yet, but God is working behind the scenes. He’s moving you from pressure to promotion, from testing to testimony. What was meant to break you is going to bless you.

Friend, step into those new grace clothes. Lift your head high and say, “I am marked by victory!” Your best days aren’t behind you—they’re still up ahead.

The Indiana Connection: Maria Woodworth-Etter

Women Praying and Preaching

This prophetic word finds a living echo in the life of Maria Woodworth-Etter, the great revivalist who ministered powerfully from Indiana in the late 1800s and early 1900s. She embodied what the Lord is declaring now—a daughter who stewarded her calling with purity and boldness, hidden in prayer yet roaring with divine authority.

Maria was a pioneer when few women were allowed to preach. She began in obscurity, traveling through the Midwest with little recognition. Yet, like the prophetic daughters described here, her intercession birthed revival. Her meetings in Indiana were marked by healings, miracles, and the outpouring of the Holy Spirit. People described seeing the power of God so strong that entire crowds fell under conviction, even miles away from her tent.

She carried the same revelation echoed in this word: that healing and salvation are gifts of the Spirit’s manifestation, not human power. She often said, “The Lord is the healer, not I,” aligning perfectly with the text’s teaching that no one possesses the gift of healing at will—it is the Spirit who moves.

Maria’s ministry also fulfilled the prophetic image of the camels coming—divine provision flowing to those who obey God’s voice. Though she faced slander, exhaustion, and persecution, she was continually renewed by the Spirit’s breath. Her life became a testimony that the blows of the enemy meet the blowing breath of God.

From the cornfields of Indiana rose a prophetic voice that shook nations—proof that the hidden daughters of prayer can shift the world. Her story confirms the Word: purity, patience, and prayer birth unprecedented glory.

Chapter 1 – The Roar of Daughters and the Birth of the New

In this season, says the Lord, I am promoting My daughters who have stewarded with purity and integrity. They have remained faithful in hidden places, interceding with tears unseen by the world but thunderous in heaven. The Lord says, “Can you hear the roar of My intercessory daughters?” For they are ushering in the justice of God through travail and prayer, shifting nations without platform or applause. Their reward is near. Psalm 105 declares that when God’s people came forth, they did not leave empty—they came out with silver, gold, and strength. The daughters who have waited in purity shall emerge radiant and whole, carrying treasures of wisdom and revelation that will sustain nations.

The Spirit of God says, “Do not rush.” For I am birthing something divine in the stillness. Those who linger at My feet shall receive divine intel—strategies that dismantle corruption and usher in holiness. Many have grown weary and said, “I am tired of fighting,” but the Lord bends close and breathes, “Receive My strength.” His breath restores, heals, and awakens what has lain dormant.

A new level of pioneering is here. Many will feel like they have been hidden too long, like decades have been wasted in waiting. Yet the Lord declares, “No more delay.” The blueprints you receive will confront systems not rooted in purity. The spirit of Elijah is rising to separate the false from the true, and through obedience, a fresh wave of deliverance will come.

For those who have cried in secret, know this: The camels are coming. Provision, ideas, and divine connections are on their way. You will feel renewed overnight. What was broken will mend. The same Spirit that raised Christ from the dead breathes in you now. The roar of intercession will become the sound of birthing.


Chapter 2 – Birthing Strength and Restoring Vision

The Lord says, “My daughters, your greatest awakening is upon you.” What was once warfare will now become womb. The pressure you feel is not punishment—it is prophecy. You are being expanded for the dwelling of My glory. Many have looked at their lives through a smokescreen of discouragement, but I am blowing away confusion. You will see again with clarity. I am realigning My people to My vision, says the Lord, and what once felt like delay will suddenly unfold in divine acceleration.

He is the Lord who mends you. He restores the feeble, redeems the weary, and renews the faint. His Word says, “There was not one feeble among their tribes.” So shall it be again. Those who have tarried in prayer will rise healed and strengthened. Where trauma and grief once lived, joy and divine wisdom will now flow like a waterfall.

This is the hour of the waterfall of wisdom. The dam of divine instruction has broken open. You will receive strategies for healing, ministry, and media—watch as My daughters in media arise, says the Lord. Through their words, I will roar through the airwaves. Through their purity, I will display My justice. Through their stories, nations will tremble and turn toward Me.

Some of you feel unrecognizable, worn from battle—but the Lord declares, “Overnight, you will feel brand new.” The blows to your heart are meeting the blowing breath of God. Rapid restoration is coming. Momentous heart shifts are taking place. The Lord says, “Position yourself. Tarry in My presence. For in stillness, I will activate you for new places.”

Believe before you see. Strength will come as you wait, for My Spirit flows like power through cloth, through prayer, through presence. You are being transformed. Your body, even now, is part of Christ—alive, anointed, unstoppable.

The Great Chicago Fire: A Catalyst for Revival

D.L. MOODY AND THE FIRE OF REVIVAL

This prophetic word mirrors the life of Dwight L. Moody, the great evangelist from Illinois, whose ministry was both refined and revived by literal fire. In 1871, as Moody held meetings in Chicago, the Great Chicago Fire broke out—destroying much of the city and even his church. In that blaze, Moody lost nearly everything. Yet, as the ashes cooled, he experienced a spiritual awakening deeper than before.

Afterward, Moody encountered two women who prayed that he would receive the baptism of the Holy Spirit. He later testified that one day, walking down Wall Street in New York, “the fire of God fell” upon him. From that moment, his preaching carried new power. Crowds multiplied, conversions exploded, and his words carried a divine weight that transformed lives.

This mirrors the prophetic rhythm of “The Spirit is there” and “the house that fire tested.” Moody’s ministry was literally rebuilt from the ashes, just as this word speaks of building anew according to divine specifications. The call to “go slow and listen to My building instructions” recalls Moody’s own shift—from human effort to dependence on the Spirit’s power.

The fire that destroyed his building purified his calling. Like the prophetic message, Moody’s life demonstrates that when the old structure burns, God births something unshakable. The Spirit revives, the fire refines, and the voice that once said “Praise the Lord!” rises again from the ruins—stronger, brighter, and eternal.

The Spirit is there. Even now, in the midst of the confusion, revival breathes again. The Lord says, “I am reviving you.” For many have labored, many have spoken, and many have built—but the Lord now declares, “Go slow in the building with Me, and listen close to My specifications.” This new building is not like the former house. This is the house of My glory, says the Lord, where My presence will overflow and My favor will astound.

The Spirit of the Lord moves upon the waters of this generation as in the beginning. He speaks, “Let there be light,” and those who have dwelt long in weariness shall awaken to a dawn they did not expect. For I am raising up a company of those who have been hidden in the wilderness—women and men marked by intercession, humility, and holy boldness. The world will see them arise in influence and purity, for I am placing crowns on unexpected heads.

The Lord says, “This is the hour of recovery. I am sending a tidal wave of healing, restoration, and sudden building. You will birth and build simultaneously. My people, this is your harvest time!” Yet the Lord warns, “Make no mistake—witchcraft has attempted to suffocate your breath and confuse your direction.” But I, the Lord, have come to expose and scatter it. Lies, deception, and reasoning fall powerless before Me.

There shall be a shaking and a glory. The same fire that refines will also reveal. Those who have tried to live by wit, to con and persuade, will find that no cleverness can stand before divine truth. For the Word says, “Let everyone who names the name of Christ depart from iniquity.” The Spirit’s command is holiness—not as a burden, but as the gateway to power.

The Lord declares, “I am not building as before. The structure of My movement is shifting. There will be sudden acceleration—provision, instruction, revelation—and you will marvel at what I have done. My presence will increase as you wait in stillness. My glory will baptize My people in awe.”

The Spirit is not a theory. He is here. He is the breath between words, the power behind praise, and the fire that will not be quenched. When the Spirit says, “Praise the Lord!” even the weary will find a new song rising within. For revival has begun again—not as man organizes, but as God ordains.


THE HOUSE THAT FIRE TESTED

It was scarcely a week after the word of revival that the fire came. As in days past, Chicago burned, and yet one man’s faith burned brighter still. So it shall be again. The Lord says, “The fire is not your end, but your refining. What you built in the flesh will fall; what you built in the Spirit will endure.”

The Spirit whispers: “Over time, the child becomes an adult, the seed becomes a tree, and the dream becomes a kingdom.” Growth has seasons—pain, waiting, pruning—but My hand is in them all. Many of My servants cry, “I need the power!” Yet I say, the power is not withheld; it is being purified. For I am teaching My people to submit to My Word, for to submit to the Word is to submit to Me.

When your eyes are opened to see behind the lines, you will perceive My majesty. Do not despise the stretching or the hardship, for I am using it all—the opposition, the delay, the confusion—to prepare you for the unveiling of glory. My Spirit is increasing upon those who refuse compromise.

Behold, says the Lord, “I am calling out the intercessors, the builders, the dreamers. It is your harvest time. You have felt the pressure like iron upon your chest, but I am turning pressure into power.” The mountainside of your calling will be built up again. There is no reason why the entire slope of promise cannot be inhabited by My glory.

And when the people see My fire, they will remember the words of the prophet: “Anyone who believes in Jesus Christ receives forgiveness of sins through His name.” This is the cornerstone, the foundation that stands unshaken. As the earth wobbles and kingdoms totter, My church will arise—not as an institution, but as a radiant bride.

My people shall say again, “Praise the Lord!” For the Spirit is here, the Word is alive, and the glory is returning to the house. The lifeboats are ready, the provisions are prepared, and heaven stands at attention. The command has gone forth: “Launch out!”

This is the house that fire tested. This is the people that storm could not destroy. This is the remnant who stood when others fled. To them I say, “Well done. Now build with Me, for I am among you.”

A Prophet’s Word in Idaho: The Legacy of D.L. Moody

This prophetic word, centered on obedience, watchfulness, the fierce pressure of building, and the eventual recompense of God’s glory, strikingly relates to the early life and ministry of the well-known Christian evangelist, Dwight L. Moody, who, profoundly impacted the New England area where his legacy began. The most direct connection to the provided text is the development of his educational institutions—the Moody Schools in Northfield, Massachusetts.

There was a “yearning to put such educational advantages within reach of girls living among the New England hills.” This refers directly to the establishment of the Northfield Seminary for young women, which, along with the Mount Hermon School for boys, became Moody’s powerful educational legacy.

This venture demanded an obedience to a “specific instruction” to build, even amidst immense financial pressure and logistical hurdles. Moody, like the “builders” in the prophetic style, faced “pressure on every side.” He was a lay evangelist, constantly traveling, yet he was building a massive, physical, and financial undertaking. The story of the energy and perseverance of “this man,” highlighting the singular focus required to establish “two of the best fitting-schools in the state.”

Moody’s entire life was an illustration of the promised “DOUBLE RECOMPENSE.” He gave up a lucrative secretaryship to become an evangelist, embracing the simpler work of “winning souls to everlasting joy.” His dedication was not for fame or reward save the “Master’s approval.” His evangelistic meetings, often conducted in large halls and drawing mighty multitudes, required a similar spirit of “watchfulness” and faith-and-works, as illustrated by the anecdote of the leaders wanting to close a meeting due to a storm, only for Moody to press on. His life was the practical application of building in today what God had shown him for tomorrow.

Chapter One: The Mandate of Obedience and the Dawn of Glory

Hear now the voice of the Spirit, for a BREAKING word is loosed upon the earth! This is not a season for slumber, but for the fierce joy of adherence to the divine blueprint. The Lord proclaims: “There is power found in your obedience to the specific instructions I am releasing.”

My people, you are ensnared in a godless commercial system, one that seeks to condition your very soul to the tyranny of numbers and the fleeting allure of the market. Know this: God is going to bring an end to this godless commercial system that attains such tremendous power in the final period of man’s history. Yet, for those who heed My specific word, a different destiny awaits.

You have been called to build and to create in this present moment, and the enemy has roared with pressure on every side. Voices of discouragement have been loud, seeking to halt the construction of what I have commissioned. But My voice thunders over you, declaring: “It’s so much bigger than you think!” The very fierceness of the attack confirms the magnitude of your calling. You are not building in vanity; you are building in tomorrow, today. The enemy came hard against these areas because they are the very things I have called you to build with Me.

Arise, homes of Glory! This is your time of restoration, recompense, prodigals returning, abundant provision, and commissioning. I am reinstating the warrior within you, and there is a DOUBLE RECOMPENSE upon you. Fly on the wings of hope and embrace the huge dreams and high hopes He is releasing through faith, and wait for Him. For I am pouring out MY GLORY!


Chapter Two: The Word, The Watch, and The Warrior’s Rest

My people, the foundation of your building must be the unshakeable truth: God’s Word is without error. The Word lives, abides and endures forever. In this new alignment, you must let the Words of Scripture be in your mouth—to speak, repeat, and recite them. It is the spiritual food that does not become stale; it does not digest well in the world’s ways, but it is life to you.

You are living in the Age of Grace, yet a solemn watch must be kept. The Lord warns: “If you will not watch, I will come as a thief and you’ll not know what hour I will come.” Be alert to the signs, for the end of the age is a time of spiritual warfare, where the spirits of devils work miracles to gather the kings of the earth. But you, My believers, find your strength in the majestic name of Jesus—the Triumphant Conqueror, King Forever. All who He is and all that He has accomplished is in that name.

The greatest alignment of your life is happening RIGHT NOW in the release of these new mantles. As My voice thunders over you, deliverance is happening and clarity is being concreted. Do not fall under condemnation regarding past financial strains; many have suffered pressure from this godless system, but I am bringing an end to it.

I am calling you into the REST that flows from the REVELATION of who I am and My Word. There will be miraculous breakthroughs and empowerment to do what you never thought you could. A beauty of your Beloved will be revealed in this hour that will cause hearts to burn with adoration for Him in a new and fresh way. This is the reward of the obedient heart and the vigilant soul: the joy of the Master’s approval, the recompense in reserve for those who turn many to righteousness. You are not in this alone, for I am with you, the same God who has been with me since I started out in life.

The Prophetic Strength of Corrie Ten Boom

Though not born in Idaho, Corrie ten Boom—the Dutch Christian who survived the Holocaust—visited and ministered in Idaho in her later years, especially in Boise and surrounding regions. Her life vividly mirrors the prophetic word of infusion and restoration. After years of imprisonment and loss, Corrie became a living testimony of divine strength that reached the cellular level of her being.

When she spoke in Idaho in the 1970s, she carried a holy fire that touched generations. Many who attended her meetings recalled how her frail frame seemed charged with supernatural vitality—her presence itself infused with resurrection hope. What the enemy used to silence her voice in the camps became the very channel through which her message thundered worldwide: “There is no pit so deep that God’s love is not deeper still.”

This prophetic word speaks of God bringing His people up and out—just as He brought Corrie out of the darkness of Ravensbrück and into a life of radiant purpose. The strength that sustained her was not emotional resilience, but divine infusion. Even as her body aged, her spirit grew younger, vibrant with the power of forgiveness and resurrection.

In Idaho’s quiet churches and mountain towns, her words still echo: that God restores what suffering attempts to steal, and that His power renews not only faith, but flesh. Corrie’s legacy embodies this prophetic season—where those once broken rise infused with heavenly vitality, carrying the fragrance of resurrection to a weary world.

The Infusion of Strength

Beloved, hear the Word of the Lord: “I am bringing you up and out of what has tried to steal your joy, steal your voice, and steal your strength.” This is the hour of divine reversal, where the hands that once pressed you down will no longer define your motion. The Spirit says, “I am infusing you—not only in your soul, but down to your very cells—with My supernatural strength.”

The enemy has sought to drain My people, but I am restoring vitality that man cannot explain. You will not rise merely in endurance; you will rise in infusion. I am altering your internal composition with resurrection power. Your body will testify, your voice will resound, and your mind will think thoughts aligned with heaven’s wisdom.

Watch now, for provision will come from every direction. What was loss will become overflow. What was silenced will now sing. Even as in the days of old, when small gatherings birthed great awakenings—where a hymn printed for a penny carried fire through a nation—so shall it be again. Hidden obedience will ignite public revival.

I am awakening mothers, sons, laborers, and students. The weary will prophesy, and the quiet ones will roar. What you thought was burned beyond recovery will bloom in beauty. “You meant it for evil,” says the Lord, “but I have meant it for good, to bring forth many lives.”

I am realigning My Church. The fractures of division are being healed through intimacy, not argument. Tread slowly, lean closely on My chest, for I am whispering divine secrets that will restore your sight. The revelations you receive in this season will not be for display but for transformation.

There is a glorious urgency moving in the Spirit. My hand is stretched out over you—massive, unyielding, tender. I am pressing down not to crush, but to imprint My nature within you. You shall emerge as light in a dark place. My infusion will silence fear, heal exhaustion, and reveal the reality of My resurrection within you.


The Rising of the Infused Ones

The Lord says, “Prepare your heart to know the way of the Lord and to do it.” For the time of mere hearing is over; the age of demonstration has come. You have prayed for revival, but I tell you—revival has been praying for you. It groans for vessels unafraid of transformation.

You will see My supernatural provision in every direction. The storehouses of heaven are open, and I am pouring out resources, wisdom, and favor. The enemy’s plan to exhaust you has only cleared the way for My Spirit to fully fill you. Watch as your inner strength multiplies beyond human explanation—hope returning, creativity resurrected, and joy becoming your warfare.

The Church is coming back into alignment. I am knitting hearts together across generations and movements. Where there was suspicion, there will be unity. Where there was competition, there will be collaboration. I am removing the veil of misunderstanding that has divided My body. The breath of My Spirit will empower the young and restore the elders.

Even now, I am teaching My people to meditate again—to see My Word as living light. The imagination of My people shall be redeemed; new songs will be written that carry frequency, healing, and authority. What once felt like empty repetition will now pulse with divine life.

And to those who have felt spent, I say, “I am infusing you with hope, life, and strength.” You are not dying—you are transforming. The pressing was never punishment; it was preparation. You will soon testify: “I was beaten down, but the Lord gave me more than I ever had before.”

Rise, O infused ones. Rise with the joy that no thief can steal. Rise, with the power that even time must obey. For this is your resurrection season, and you will never again walk in weakness.

Lessons from Father Damien of Hawaii

Connection to a Hawaiian Witness

This prophetic word mirrors the life and ministry of Father Damien of Moloka‘i, the Belgian priest who served among Hawaii’s lepers in the 1800s. Though his background was humble, his surrender was absolute—he became a living vessel of divine awe. When others feared contagion, he drew near. When others withdrew, he embraced. His ministry was not loud or extravagant, yet it carried the unmistakable weight of God’s presence.

Like the word spoken above, Father Damien’s story embodies the refining and revelation of awe. He entered a place of death, yet the life of Christ within him defied that darkness. The awe of God sustained him when all earthly strength failed. His faith transformed the island of Moloka‘i into a sanctuary of compassion—proof that “where His life is, what is of death departs.”

Damien’s ministry restored the fear of God, not through judgment, but through love so pure it terrified indifference. He saw beneath the surface of human suffering and beheld the divine image hidden within every outcast. In that hidden island community, the eternal invaded time.

Just as the prophetic word declares, Damien’s refining was deep, his revelation profound. His body was broken by disease, yet his soul was aflame with glory. The awe that fell upon him continues to testify: God still baptizes His people in wonder, still redeems lost years, and still calls His servants to step beyond reason into the fire of divine love.

The Refining and the Revelation

The Spirit speaks: “Do not stand aside as a spectator. The refining has only begun. I am separating the precious from the common.” The Church is being stripped of her ornaments, so that only the beauty of Christ may remain. The glitter of self-promotion fades, and the pure light of truth emerges. This is the hour where God measures not the length of our service, but the depth of our surrender.

Like Daniel, we must learn heaven’s calendar, not Babylon’s. What man calls delay, heaven calls precision. The Lord says, “I am aligning the prophetic clock with My divine order. You will no longer live beneath the tyranny of lost years.” Time itself is being redeemed for those who have endured seasons of hidden obedience.

These meetings of divine encounter may appear ordinary—simple prayers, quiet rooms, small gatherings—but their impact will echo through nations. For the awe of God is not in the volume of the worship but in the weight of His glory. Multitudes will awaken in the stillness, convicted and transformed, their hearts ignited with eternal purpose.

The Spirit says, “I am bringing you deeper into My wisdom and My alignments for this hour.” He is removing the veil that has kept His people from perceiving what He is truly doing. We are moving from curiosity to communion, from observation to embodiment. No longer shall His people be content to watch revival; they shall become revival.

This is a holy moment where heaven’s light exposes every hidden motive. The awe of God reveals, refines, and restores. What has hindered the Word will be cut away. What has resisted His fire will be melted down into purity. For the Lord is preparing a people who carry His glory without mixture—a generation who enforces righteousness not through words alone, but through lives aflame with holiness.

The prophet of this hour declares: “Do not grow weary in the waiting. For what you carry will soon carry you. The awe of God will fall again—and you will never be the same.”

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Can a Christian Divide their spirit from their soul.

What does the Bible say?

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Hebrews 4:12

For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, 
it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow;
it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.

Dividing Soul and Spirit – A Christian Conversation Rooted in Hebrews 4:12

For centuries, believers have drawn comfort and strength from the words of Scripture, but few verses cut as deeply—both literally and spiritually—as Hebrews 4:12. This passage reveals something radical: the Word of God does not merely inspire or inform—it penetrates. It reaches into the deepest realms of our being, making a distinction between what many assume is indistinguishable: the soul and the spirit.

The soul and spirit are not the same, though they are often spoken of interchangeably. According to the Word, they are separable. The soul—our mind, will, and emotions—experiences and responds to the world around us. The spirit, however, is the part of us that communes with God, receives His life, and holds the fullness of His completed work.

When Christians begin to speak about “dividing soul and spirit,” we are not talking about splitting ourselves apart or complicating our faith. We are returning to the sharp edge of the Word, allowing it to reveal what is from the human realm (the soul) and what is from the divine (the spirit). This division is not destructive—it is freeing. It allows us to stop living by emotional reaction, mental striving, or religious performance. Instead, we can live from our spirit, where peace, healing, abundance, and union with Christ already reside.

This book is an invitation into that conversation. It’s a call to awaken to what God has already placed within you. It’s time to allow the Word to do what only it can do: divide soul and spirit, so that you can live from the fullness of who you truly are in Christ.

Let us press in—together—guided by the living and active Word, and see what happens when the spirit rises to take its rightful place.

Introduction: The Storm at Sea – A Journey Through Acts 27

Acts 27 is a dramatic, real-life sea adventure recorded in the New Testament of the Bible. It tells the gripping story of the apostle Paul’s journey to Rome as a prisoner. Under Roman guard, Paul boards a ship with 275 other passengers, including soldiers, sailors, and fellow prisoners. The plan is to sail across the Mediterranean Sea and deliver Paul to Caesar for trial.

The journey begins with calm seas, but soon takes a turn for the worse. As the ship reaches a harbor called Fair Havens, Paul—though a prisoner—warns the crew and officers that sailing further will be disastrous. He senses grave danger ahead, not through weather patterns or maps, but by divine insight. However, his warning is ignored. The Roman centurion in charge chooses instead to follow the advice of the ship’s pilot and owner, who hope to reach a better harbor to spend the winter.

Shortly after setting sail again, a violent storm strikes—so fierce that the crew loses all control. Over the course of two terrifying weeks, they are battered by relentless winds and waves, throw cargo and equipment overboard, and nearly give up hope of survival. In the middle of this chaos, Paul stands up and delivers a bold message of encouragement. He tells them that an angel of God appeared to him in the night and promised that everyone on the ship would survive—though the ship itself would be lost.

As the storm continues, the sailors attempt to secretly abandon ship, and later the soldiers even plan to kill the prisoners to prevent any escape. But Paul’s influence grows. The centurion now trusts him and intervenes to protect Paul and ensure everyone stays together.

Eventually, the ship runs aground near an unknown island. Though the vessel is destroyed, every person makes it safely to shore, just as Paul had declared. Not a single life is lost.

Acts 27 is more than a story about surviving a storm—it’s a vivid tale of leadership, spiritual insight, human decision-making, and divine faithfulness in the face of overwhelming odds.

Chapter 1

The Shipwreck as the Journey of the Inner Man

The Soul: The Pilot and the Owner of the Ship
At the beginning of the story, the soul is represented by the pilot and the owner of the ship. The soul is the seat of our will, intellect, emotions, and desires—it weighs logic, listens to experience, and evaluates outcomes. In this case, the soul is calculating, deciding that staying in harbor isn’t practical. So it overrides spiritual warning in favor of natural reasoning.

The Spirit: Paul, the Man of God
Paul represents the spirit—our born-again, inner man connected to God, who perceives and speaks the will of heaven. He warns of disaster, not through analysis, but through spiritual perception. Our spirit always knows truth, but is often overruled by the soul, especially when the soul is aligned with worldly logic.

The Body: The Passengers and Crew
The body is the crowd—reactive, needing direction, and subject to the decisions of others. The body will follow whatever authority is steering the ship—whether soul (logic) or spirit (faith). Initially, the crowd is swayed by the centurion’s choice to follow the soul-led pilot and owner.

The Centurion: The Decision-Maker (Mind/Willing Heart)
The centurion represents our decision-making faculty, often influenced by the strongest voice at the time. At first, he sides with logic and experience (the soul), but as the storm rages, he begins to trust Paul (the spirit). When he makes this shift, the course of the entire man changes.


The Storm: A Crisis that Exposes Who’s in Charge

When disaster strikes, human logic fails. The ship is lost, the plan falls apart, and the soul has no answers. Now Paul—the spirit—rises with clarity, faith, and a word from heaven. He declares that though the ship (the vessel of plans, resources, and stability) will be lost, the lives (the essence of the person) will be saved.

An Angel Appears – just as revelation, peace, and divine insight often come in trials. Paul receives a promise from God that reshapes the situation: “You must stand before Caesar… God has given you all who sail with you.”

Soul’s Last Struggles: Sailors & Soldiers

The soul reemerges, desperate to regain control:

  • The sailors try to escape—this is the soul seeking an exit strategy, trying to preserve itself rather than trust the spirit.
  • The soldiers want to kill the prisoners—another soul reaction, based in fear and suspicion, rather than truth.

But now the centurion (decision-maker) has learned to trust the spirit (Paul). He overrules the soul, listens to the voice of God, and chooses faith. This trust spares lives, preserves order, and aligns the entire being.


Victory for the Whole Man

As Paul breaks bread (a symbol of communion, gratitude, and restoration), the body is strengthened, the soul is subdued, and the spirit is leading.

“Not a hair of your head will perish.”
Luke 21:18

This is not just preservation of life but divine protection of the body, under the lordship of a spirit-led soul.


Summary: A Picture of Alignment

  • The Spirit (Paul): Perceives the will of God, remains steady, and becomes the anchor in crisis.
  • The Soul (Pilot, Owner, Sailors, Soldiers): Wavers between logic and fear, but can be renewed and trained to trust the spirit.
  • The Body (Passengers): Responds to who is in charge—either suffers or is preserved.

When the centurion (the heart/mind) decides to listen to the spirit over the soul, then the whole man is preserved, even though the external ship is lost.


A Final Word

This story teaches us that when the spirit leads, even through storms and shipwrecks, God preserves us completelyspirit, soul, and body.

“May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.”
1 Thessalonians 5:23

Let the Paul within you rise up. Trust the voice of heaven in your spirit, even when the soul and body protest. In the end, all will reach the shore safely.

Chapter 2

A Prophetic Picture of Spirit, Soul, and Body in Harmony

The first chapter of Daniel is often read as a story of courage and faithfulness in exile, but it also offers a powerful metaphor for the inner workings of the human person—spirit, soul, and body. When these three are aligned under the influence of the spirit, divine results follow—even supernatural transformation.

The Characters as Symbols:

  • Daniel represents the spirit—that part of us that communes with God, discerns His will, and leads by conviction rooted in truth.
  • Hananiah, Mishael, and Azariah (Shadrach, Meshach, Abednego) represent the body—the physical aspect of our being that responds to what it’s given, influenced either by the spirit or the world.
  • The chief official (Ashpenaz) represents the soul—the seat of decision-making, emotions, and intellect, caught between pressure from above (the king) and the persuasion of spirit (Daniel).

The Battle of Influence

In Babylon, Daniel and his friends were given royal food and wine—symbolic of the world’s nourishment, which often pleases the senses but may defile the spirit. The king represents the world system, attempting to reprogram mind, appetite, and identity. New names were given to these Hebrew youths to replace their God-given identities—just as the world tries to rename us by its standards.

Daniel, the spirit, resolved not to defile himself. He appealed to the chief official—the soul—not to follow the king’s command. At first, the soul (Ashpenaz) hesitated. Logic and fear ruled him: “If you look unhealthy, I could lose my head!” This is the natural reaction of the soul under pressure from worldly logic.

But Daniel gently persisted, offering a test of ten days—a short trial that invited the soul to trust the spirit. The spirit did not force or condemn; it persuaded with wisdom.

The Body Responds

The body (the three friends) submitted to the direction of the spirit (Daniel), even when the diet was simple and looked insufficient. They ate vegetables and drank water—food that wouldn’t normally build strong warriors. But because they were under spiritual influence, their bodies were supernaturally nourished. At the end of ten days, they looked better and healthier than those who ate the king’s food. The body, though seemingly weak by worldly standards, thrives under spiritual alignment.


Transformation and Wisdom

As a result of this harmony—spirit leading, soul agreeing, and body obeying—God granted them supernatural results. Not only were they healthier, but God gave them extraordinary understanding and wisdom. Daniel was even granted spiritual gifts—visions and dreams—showing how the spirit, when honored, becomes a vessel of heaven’s insight.

When the king examined them, he found them ten times better than all his magicians and enchanters. In this we see the final fruit: when the spirit leads, and the soul and body fall in line, the whole person functions with divine wisdom, health, and favor—even in the courts of a pagan king.


Conclusion: Supernatural Order

Daniel 1 teaches us that when the spirit takes its rightful place as leader, the soul can be persuaded to trust God’s way, and the body will reflect the blessing of that alignment. This is not a message about vegetables—it’s about inner order. It’s about spirit, soul, and body walking together, and experiencing the favor of God in both wisdom and strength.

As Paul later prayed in 1 Thessalonians 5:23:

“May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.”

That prayer begins to take shape here—in the quiet resolve of a young man who refused to be defiled, and by doing so, elevated not only himself, but those around him.

Chapter 3

Transformation by Exposure to the Spirit

This story is not just about animal husbandry—it’s about identity, separation, and transformation. It paints a living picture of how the human being can be physically altered when the spirit is revealed and the soul is peeled back.

Jacob had served Laban (the soul) for years. The soul had prospered—not because of its own power, but because the spirit had been working within it. Yet the soul, like Laban, is manipulative by nature. It wants to keep the spirit in bondage, using it for gain while offering only delayed promises and surface-level rewards.

But the spirit eventually asks: “When may I do something for my own household?” In other words, “When will I walk in my own inheritance?” This is a turning point—a moment when the spirit no longer lives for the soul’s agenda but begins to operate with divine strategy.


The Bark and the Branches: Soul Peeled Away

Jacob takes branches and peels away the bark, revealing the white wood beneath. This act is profoundly symbolic.

  • The bark represents the layers of the soul—emotions, reasoning, conditioning, and fears.
  • The inner white wood represents the purity and power of the spirit, hidden underneath.
  • When the bark is removed, the spirit is exposed, and the body (the animals) are placed before it.

Just as the animals came to the water (which often represents the Word or the Spirit), they looked upon the exposed branches, and their very appearance changed. They began to birth according to what they beheld.

This is the mystery: the body reproduces after what it gazes upon.

If the body constantly sees only the soul—its worries, its self-image, its conformity to the world—it cannot be transformed. But if the soul is peeled back, and the spirit becomes visible—its purity, authority, and covenant with God—the body begins to align with heaven’s design.

Can a Person’s Appearance Change?

Yes—the physical body can change. Not by striving, not by diets and toil alone, but by exposure to the spirit, unhindered by the interference of a flesh-dominated soul.

When the spirit leads—when the white wood of Jacob’s rods is exposed and placed in front of us day and night—the body begins to reflect the glory of the spirit. It becomes streaked with righteousness, speckled with heaven’s light, spotted with divine vitality.

It’s not random. It’s supernatural genetics. It’s the image of God breaking through the veil of the soul, rewriting the body with spiritual DNA.


The Separation of Strong and Weak

Jacob only placed the branches before the strong animals. He was intentional—only those with the capacity to respond to the spirit were invited into transformation.

This reminds us: Not every moment is a moment of exposure. Transformation requires both timing and strength. God often waits until we are spiritually “in heat”—desperate, ready, hungry—to show us the raw beauty of the spirit, so we can be changed by it.

The weak animals—those that couldn’t respond—remained under Laban. This shows how some parts of us, still too governed by the soul, cannot yet receive the transformation the spirit offers.


Final Revelation

This story ends with Jacob becoming exceedingly prosperous. Not just in wealth, but in separation, purity, and spiritual ownership. He no longer shares his flock—his body—with Laban. The spirit has led the body out from under the soul’s manipulation.

And you, too, can walk this path.

If your body is weary, sick, aging, or burdened—it may be because it has long looked only at the bark of your soul. But if you will let the spirit arise—if you will peel back the layers and expose the pure white core of your God-born self—your body will begin to transform. You will produce something new, something divine. You will no longer reflect the king’s table of Babylon, or the wages of Laban, but the inheritance of Jacob.

“As we behold Him with unveiled faces, we are transformed into His image from glory to glory…”
—2 Corinthians 3:18

Chapter 4

The spirit Popped, the Body Changed: A Vision of Acts 10

In the upper room of Simon the tanner’s house, Peter the spirit wrestles with a trance—a heavenly sheet descending, full of animals the soul calls “unclean.” Heaven commands, “Kill and eat.” Peter recoils. He is not just resisting food—he is resisting a people. The Gentiles, in the world he was raised in, were seen as unfit for covenant, impure, untouchable. But the voice from heaven is not asking for his agreement. It is issuing a command: “Do not call anything impure that God has made clean.”

This is not about meat. This is about identity and transformation.

Peter, representing the spirit, has long been held back by the soul’s traditions—customs inherited, assumptions embedded, superiority unconsciously absorbed. But now the Spirit of God breaks through, calling him not just to preach, but to pierce through the soul’s walls, and let the spirit take leadership.

The Body Waits on the Other Side

Meanwhile, a body waits in Caesarea.

The Gentiles—the physical body in this prophetic picture—are devout, sincere, and expectant. They are gathered, but not yet empowered. Like a body with breath but no fire, they pray, they give, they wait.

They are not transformed until the spirit comes.

And the spirit—Peter—cannot come until he pops out of the cocoon of religious pride. He must let go of what the soul says is “holy,” and embrace the radical truth: that God’s Spirit is bigger than the bounds of heritage, bloodline, or theology.

When Peter changes his attitude, everything shifts.
When the spirit breaks free, the body receives power.


“The Spirit Is Willing”—And Now Free

Jesus once said, “The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.” But here, something new happens.

The spirit not only is willing—it becomes obedient. Peter chooses surrender. He opens the door. He speaks the Word. And while he is still speaking—not laying hands, not giving an altar call, not finishing his sermon—the Holy Spirit falls.

“While Peter was still speaking these words, the Holy Spirit came on all who heard the message.”
(Acts 10:44)

The body—the Gentile crowd—begins to physically respond. Tongues break forth. Praise erupts. A supernatural change descends upon their actual bodies. This is no inner revelation alone. This is Spirit-on-flesh reality. Heaven has entered the room because one man popped his spirit open.

This wasn’t about the Gentiles qualifying.
It was about the spirit of one man breaking the hold of tradition.


The Soul Must Step Aside

Religious tradition, like Peter’s inherited view of Gentiles, is the soul’s armor—built to preserve, but often used to resist God’s expansion. That soul was powerful in Peter—it argued with heaven, clung to law, measured people by ritual.

But when the soul was silenced, the spirit could act.

This is the secret to revival.
Not in finding the perfect crowd.
Not in forcing the body to conform.
But in peeling away the soul, and letting the white-hot spirit of God move freely.


The Body Transfigured by Spirit-Led Obedience

Cornelius’ house started as a well-meaning prayer gathering.
It ended as an upper room.

It started with hunger.
It ended with fire.

Because the spirit was obedient, the body was transformed.

What’s holding back your body—your health, your community, your family, your generation—may not be resistance in the crowd, but hesitation in the spirit. Maybe your soul, like Peter’s, has defined who’s worthy, what’s possible, and where revival should happen.

But Heaven says:
“Do not call impure what I have made clean.”

And if you will peel back the bark, pop open the spirit, and go with God, the people will not stay the same. The body will speak in tongues. The atmosphere will shift. Transformation will be visible.

“The people who sat in darkness have seen a great light…”
—Matthew 4:16

Chapter 5

The Soul Awakens – Joseph’s First Encounter
Genesis 42:6–24
“And he remembered the dreams which he dreamed of them…” (Genesis 42:9)

The first meeting between Joseph and his brothers is not gentle. It is a scene of tension and concealed identity. The soul, like Joseph, remembers. It carries dreams, disappointments, and questions long buried under the sands of survival. In this first encounter, Joseph—symbolizing the soul—does not reveal himself. Instead, he tests.

The soul, when awakened by the Spirit of God, often brings us face-to-face with famine. There is a lack that drives us to Egypt, not just physically but spiritually. The heart, long estranged from its dreams, must come and plead for grain. Yet the soul, still bruised by betrayal, holds back full reunion. It speaks roughly, setting up trials—not out of vengeance, but for healing.

Joseph weeps in secret. So too does the soul weep when it remembers its identity and sees the immaturity or duplicity of the heart. Simeon is bound—representing the restraining of sin—and the others are sent back with silver returned. Why? Because grace precedes restoration. The testing isn’t to destroy but to awaken.

As the brothers return to Jacob, the inner man is stirred. There is a fear and a mystery: “Why is the silver in our sacks?” It is the question we all ask when grace shows up unexpectedly. The soul knows who it is, but it waits for the heart to change before revealing everything.

Chapter 6

The Soul Deepens – Joseph’s Second Testing
Genesis 43–44
“And Joseph’s heart yearned over his brother… and he sought where to weep.” (Genesis 43:30)

The second journey is deeper. Judah, once callous, now pleads with integrity. The brothers return not just with Benjamin, but with softened hearts. Joseph, as the soul, again conceals his full identity, yet this time he dines with them. The soul begins to nourish what once it only tested.

Benjamin, the beloved brother, is given five times more. He represents the part of the heart that has stayed innocent, untainted—perhaps the childlike trust or joy still hidden within. The soul sees this and honors it. But another test must come. Joseph’s silver cup is hidden in Benjamin’s sack. It is the spirit of discernment concealed in purity—a test not of Benjamin, but of the others. Will they abandon him as they once did Joseph?

Judah steps forward. His plea is not for himself but for his father and his brother. This is love maturing. The soul, listening, is pierced. Joseph cannot hold back much longer. The heart is proving it has changed.

In every believer’s journey, there is a second visit to Egypt. The first trip is to receive provision; the second is for transformation. This second encounter is when the soul sees that the heart is finally ready for reunion. The old wounds are still there, but something deeper is being healed—not by punishment, but by truth revealed in love.

Chapter 7

The Spirit Revealed – Joseph Makes Himself Known
Genesis 45:1–15
“I am Joseph; doth my father yet live?” (Genesis 45:3)

At last, the veil is lifted. Joseph weeps aloud, not as one in pain, but as one overwhelmed by the joy of reconciliation. This is the moment the spirit, long hidden behind the workings of the soul, reveals itself. “I am Joseph”—the one once rejected, now exalted. The same, yet glorified.

The spirit, unlike the soul, is not concerned with retribution but with resurrection. “You meant it for evil,” Joseph will later say, “but God meant it for good.” The spirit discerns the purpose behind the pain. It sees providence in the betrayal.

Reunion begins when the heart (Judah and his brothers) sees the spirit not as foreign, but as family. Tears flow. Embraces are exchanged. What was once fragmented is now whole. The revelation of the spirit brings clarity: there is no more pretending, no more accusation, only invitation—“Come near to me.”

Joseph speaks kindly, not as a ruler over them but as a brother. The brothers are silent at first, stunned into stillness. The spirit often meets us this way—too wonderful, too overwhelming for words. But it speaks peace.

Then Joseph says, “Haste ye, go up to my father.” The spirit always points us home—to the Father, to the source. It does not hoard revelation; it shares it, sends it. The famine is still in the land, but the family is now together. The inner world is reordered. The soul, spirit, and heart are no longer strangers.

In this union, we see our own journey: from famine to fullness, from fear to face-to-face revelation. The spirit speaks now, and it says, “I am Joseph.” And we answer, “My Lord and my God.”

Chapter 8

Eyes to See – Recognizing What Already Is
Genesis 42:8 – “And Joseph knew his brethren, but they knew not him.”

Joseph’s brothers stood before him—hearing his voice, touching his gifts, bowing before his throne—and yet they did not know who he was. The one they sought for survival was the very one who had the power to give them life, not just grain. But their eyes were veiled. Their souls, still haunted by guilt and regret, could not see clearly.

What if they had seen him? What if their eyes had pierced beyond his Egyptian garments and into the truth? They would have fallen—not in fear—but in joy. They would have recognized that they were already safe, already forgiven, already standing in the presence of their brother, their provision, their answer.

The soul often sees only what is natural. It interprets through the past, through wounds and logic. But the spirit perceives what already is. If we can open the eyes of our spirit—if we peel back the veils of shame, fear, and unbelief—we will see what the soul cannot.

We are not trying to become healed—we are healed (1 Peter 2:24).
We are not striving to earn blessing—we are already blessed (Ephesians 1:3).
We are not pleading for provision—we are seated with the One who holds all provision (Ephesians 2:6).

These are spiritual truths, not future promises. They are already finished in Christ, who lives in us. But unless the soul is renewed, unless the mind is awakened and the heart cleansed from old guilt, we will not recognize the Joseph standing in front of us.

This is the invitation: to stop seeing only with the eyes of the past and begin seeing with the eyes of the Spirit. To recognize that in the middle of famine, we are already full. In the presence of perceived danger, we are already protected. In the face of need, we are already rich in grace.

When the eyes of our heart are enlightened, we stop begging for rescue and start rejoicing in revelation. We move from surviving to thriving. Not because the external has changed, but because we finally see what was there all along: our Joseph, our spirit, our Lord—exalted, alive, and waiting to embrace us.

Chapter 9

When the Carts Arrive – The Spirit Revives
Genesis 45:26–27 – “Joseph is yet alive… and when he saw the wagons which Joseph had sent to carry him, the spirit of Jacob their father revived.”

The sons of Jacob returned with astonishing news—Joseph was alive. Not only alive, but lord over all Egypt. They told their father everything Joseph had said, but still, Jacob could not believe. Words alone were not enough. Years of grief had weighed him down, and the soul does not quickly surrender its sorrow.

But then the carts arrived.

Wagons loaded with provision. Wagons Joseph himself had sent. Wagons that bore the signature of truth too deep for the soul to deny. And in that moment—when he saw the wagons—Jacob’s spirit revived.

There is a moment in every believer’s journey when the soul gives way to the spirit. We have heard the promises. We know the scriptures. But something deeper happens when we finally see the evidence—when God’s Spirit reveals to our spirit that it is real, and that it is now. Not a distant hope. Not a symbolic comfort. But a living truth that shifts our reality.

For Jacob, it was not the words that revived him—it was the carts.

For us, it may be a glimpse of healing in our body, a sudden peace in our heart, a provision that arrives at just the right time. It may even be the inward witness—the Spirit’s gentle nudge saying, “This is real. You are not imagining it. The promises are true.”

And then—just like Jacob—our spirit revives.

This is the power of revelation. The difference between knowing about something and seeing it. Between carrying grief and being carried by grace. The carts did not just represent Joseph’s power—they revealed his love. They were the proof of a father’s deliverance, a son’s provision, and a family’s restoration.

So it is with us. Christ has already sent the carts. The Holy Spirit brings us the substance of what our minds have struggled to believe. Healing, righteousness, peace, and joy—they are the wagons of grace. And when we see them, our spirit awakens.

Let your eyes be open to the signs God has sent. Look again. What you thought was just a survival wagon may be the cart that carries your restoration.

Chapter 10

When the Soul Meets the Spirit
Genesis 46:29–30 – “And Joseph made ready his chariot, and went up to meet Israel his father… and he fell on his neck, and wept on his neck a good while. And Israel said unto Joseph, Now let me die, since I have seen thy face, because thou art yet alive.”

The journey from Canaan to Egypt was more than a relocation. It was the crossing of a threshold, the unfolding of a divine reunion. Jacob had lived with years of grief, rooted in a soul that could not see what the spirit already knew. But now, wagons loaded with grace had opened his eyes, and his steps were guided by renewed hope.

Joseph waited in Egypt—not just as a son, but as a ruler. Not just as a figure of family, but as a revelation of God’s favor. When Jacob finally arrived, the reunion was overwhelming. Joseph wept. Jacob held him close. And in a moment too sacred for words, the soul and the spirit embraced.

Jacob, now called Israel, uttered something eternal: “Now let me die, since I have seen thy face.” This was not a statement of despair. It was a declaration of fulfillment. The longing of the soul had found its answer in the face of the spirit.

We are made of body, soul, and spirit. And while the spirit is born again in Christ—alive, seated with Him, whole and rich and healed—the soul often wanders in Canaan, thinking Joseph is gone. It grieves. It wrestles. It survives.

But when the soul takes the journey to meet the spirit, everything changes.

This is not imagination. This is not wishful thinking. This is reality—a spirit already restored, already victorious, already complete in Christ. And when the soul recognizes this, peace floods in. Identity becomes clear. The tears flow, not from pain, but from overwhelming reunion.

It is time to let your soul make the journey.

See the face of your spirit. It bears the image of Christ. It is not waiting to be blessed—it is blessed. It is not waiting to be healed—it is healed. It is not lacking—it is filled with the fullness of God.

Let your soul embrace the truth that your spirit has long known.

And when that happens, like Jacob, you’ll be able to say: “Now I can rest. Now I can live. Now I have seen your face.”

Chapter 11

When the Soul Blesses the World
Genesis 47:7 – “And Joseph brought in Jacob his father, and set him before Pharaoh: and Jacob blessed Pharaoh.”

What a moment—an old shepherd from Canaan, worn by years of sorrow, enters the throne room of the most powerful ruler on earth. Pharaoh, seated in splendor. Jacob, leaning on his staff. And yet, it is Jacob who blesses Pharaoh.

This is not a moment of flattery or ceremony. This is the soul, once wounded, now healed. This is the soul, once grieving, now reunited with the spirit and flowing in divine authority. The one who was surviving in famine now releases favor in a palace.

How can this be?

Because when the soul finally sees what the spirit has always known, something profound happens. The soul no longer walks beneath the weight of loss. It begins to overflow. It remembers who it is—not just a vessel of experience, but a channel of blessing.

Jacob blesses Pharaoh. The lesser is not blessing the greater; rather, the soul, revived by the spirit, becomes a vessel of heaven on earth. And so it is with us.

Too long have we walked into life’s “Pharaohs” thinking we are powerless—before sickness, before need, before powerful systems. But when the soul is aligned with the spirit, it stands up straight. It speaks with grace. It carries heaven’s breath.

Your soul, when awakened by your spirit, can release peace into every room you enter. You can walk into a hospital and bring healing. You can stand before a boss and bring wisdom. You can raise your children not just in survival, but with the prophetic blessing of a soul that knows: My spirit is whole, and I am one with it.

Blessing flows not from striving, but from union.

This is the calling: that your soul, made whole by its reunion with the spirit, would become a blesser of kings, a speaker of life, a releaser of heaven.

Jacob could bless because he had seen Joseph’s face. He had made the journey. He had recognized the life that was there all along. And now, he could give.

So can you.

Chapter 12

When the Soul Speaks Destiny
Genesis 49:1 – “Then Jacob called for his sons and said: ‘Gather around so I can tell you what will happen to you in days to come.’”

It is a sacred thing when a soul, long pressed by sorrow, finally comes into union with the spirit. What once only reacted to pain now begins to speak with purpose. This is Jacob—no longer the man of grief and famine, but the patriarch, the prophet, the father releasing identity.

In Genesis 49, Jacob blesses his sons. But it is more than a blessing—it is prophecy. He speaks to their futures, their callings, their destinies. How can a man who has spent years bowed by grief suddenly see so clearly? Because his soul has touched the life of the spirit.

When the soul sees what the spirit has always seen, it begins to speak as the spirit speaks. It no longer judges by appearance or memory, but by revelation. Jacob does not merely speak what was—he speaks what will be.

This is what happens when your soul wakes up.

The same soul that once cried, “Joseph is gone!” now declares, “Judah, the scepter will not depart from you.” The same man who once thought life was over now releases royal destiny over his children.

Beloved, you were meant for this. You were not born again to merely feel better. You were born again to see, to hear, and to declare. When your soul agrees with your spirit, your words carry eternity. Your blessings shape generations.

Too often we silence ourselves, thinking, Who am I to speak into the future? But the real question is, Who are you not to? If your spirit is seated with Christ, if your spirit is alive with resurrection power, then your soul—joined with it—has every right to prophesy.

This is not about predicting events. This is about releasing identity. When you bless your children, your community, even your own path—you are speaking in harmony with the One who knit those destinies before time began.

The soul, healed by revelation, becomes the mouthpiece of the spirit.

Let your words rise. Let your voice carry heaven’s wind. Let your life become a declaration of divine order. Like Jacob, stand in the place of legacy, and say, “Come close, children, I will tell you what shall be.”

Because the soul that has seen Joseph—the soul that has reunited with the spirit—has earned the right to speak the future.

Chapter 13

A Soul at Rest
Genesis 49:33 – “When Jacob had finished giving instructions to his sons, he drew his feet up into the bed, breathed his last and was gathered to his people.”

Jacob’s journey ends not in anguish, but in peace. This is no small thing.

He who once groaned beneath the weight of loss, now rests in the calm of fulfilled purpose. His soul, long tormented by grief, has seen the son he thought was dead. His eyes have been opened. His spirit has revived. And now—having blessed his children and declared destiny—he can finally lie down, not in sorrow, but in satisfaction.

There is a mystery in these final moments. When the soul has touched the spirit—when it has truly seen—it no longer fears death. It becomes a vessel of inheritance. It no longer clings to what might have been; it rejoices in what has always been true in God.

Jacob finishes his final words, draws up his feet, and is gathered to his people. There is no drama. No chaos. No begging for time. Only rest.

This is the rest that comes when your soul stops wrestling. When it surrenders—not to despair, but to the truth that your life is hidden with Christ in God. When the soul realizes it was never meant to carry the burden alone. That the spirit—already alive in Christ—has carried healing, wealth, peace, and promise all along.

The soul does not create the blessing. It awakens to it. It agrees with it. And once that agreement is made, even death loses its sting.

This is your inheritance, beloved: not just to survive this life, but to live it prophetically. To speak over your days, your family, your future—not from fear, but from resurrection sight. Your spirit is already seated in heavenly places. Let your soul catch up.

Like Jacob, bless your children. Bless your days. Bless your destiny. And when your final breath comes, let it be with your feet drawn up in peace, knowing you have not only seen Joseph—you have embraced him. You have touched what was once hidden. You have released heaven into the earth.

You have lived as one whose soul is no longer blind, and whose spirit has led the way.

And now, rest.
Because when the soul agrees with the spirit, nothing is lost. Everything is fulfilled.

Chapter 14

Final Thoughts: Awakening Your Spirit with Ease

As you reach the end of this book, let your heart rest in this truth: your spirit is already whole, already seated with Christ, already filled with every spiritual blessing. You don’t need to force your spirit to awaken—you only need to allow it to rise.

“How do I do that?” you may ask.

The answer is surprisingly simple. Awakening doesn’t come through striving, but through surrender. It begins when we quiet the anxious voice of the soul and open our hearts to the truth of who we already are in Christ.

Heidi Baker, a missionary known for her deep intimacy with God and miraculous ministry in Mozambique, once said that everything changed for her when she stopped trying to earn God’s power and simply received His love like a child. Her life became a vessel of healing, provision, and joy—not because she had it all figured out, but because her spirit was awakened through yielding. She describes lying on the floor for hours in God’s presence, not doing, just being. And in that simplicity, her spirit “popped”—and it changed everything.

You can do the same. It might not look like hours on the floor. For you, it might be a moment of stillness on your porch, a few minutes worshiping without words, or simply whispering, “Jesus, I trust You” from your heart. The spirit awakens not by force, but by recognition—when you recognize that you’re already healed, already rich in grace, already loved.

Let go of the soul’s noise. Let the body relax. And allow the spirit to rise.

Your spirit is ready. Are you?

Akiane Kramarik, a young girl from a non-religious home, began having dreams and visions of heaven at the age of four. She painted Jesus, heaven, and spiritual truths with a level of insight far beyond her years. Her spirit was awake before her theology was formed. Her communion with God wasn’t earned—it was revealed. Her spirit was already seeing what her soul would grow to understand later.

Whether you are standing in front of a mob, serving in a village, or painting on a canvas, the same truth applies: you are already full of God. Your spirit is alive. The Kingdom is within you. You don’t need to force your way into miracles—you just need to recognize what’s already true.

So how do you “pop” your spirit?

Pause. Quiet the noise. Thank God for what He’s already done. Refuse to be impressed by your soul’s limitations. Let your spirit lead. You’ll be surprised at how quickly clarity, strength, and joy rise.

It’s not work. It’s wonder.

Your spirit is ready. Let it shine.

Thanks for reading.

Tony Egar.

Brisbane, Australia.

www.tonyegar.com

Can Money make a Christian Happy

What does the Bible say?

Written by Tony Egar.

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For I know the plans I have for you,
declares the Lord,
“plans to prosper you”.

Jeremiah 29

Introduction: The Lie That Stole Your Joy

For years, you’ve been told,
“Money can’t make you happy.”

And perhaps you believed it.

Perhaps you tried to be content with less,
tried to worship without abundance,
tried to smile through the strain of never having enough.

But what if that statement isn’t wisdom—it’s a wound?

What if it’s not holy—but habitual?

What if the real truth is this:

Money, when rightly believed in—not loved—can absolutely contribute to your happiness.

It’s time to break the lie.

It’s time to break the shame around financial peace.
To stop apologizing for wanting enough.
To stop defending your pain as though it were piety.
To stop calling what is broken “blessed,” when it is actually just… broken.

At the wedding in Cana, Jesus did not preach about holiness through sacrifice.
He rescued a celebration by performing a quiet financial miracle.
Wine had run out—a symbol of festivity, luxury, and dignity.
And without being asked by the groom, Jesus intervened.
He made better wine than anyone had tasted before.

But here’s what the story doesn’t usually emphasize:

The groom had no idea his situation had changed for the better.
Everyone else tasted the joy before he did.
But the miracle had already happened.

This book is for those who still believe they are waiting.
Waiting for money.
Waiting for peace.
Waiting for the permission to feel good again.

But the truth is this:
Your financial miracle may have already begun.
God may be speaking to your life the way Jesus spoke to the water:
“Be filled.”

And it’s time for you to stop arguing with your breakthrough.


What This Book Is Really About

This book is not about chasing wealth for the sake of power.
It is about reclaiming joy that has been robbed by shame.
It is about recognizing the difference between the soul, which fears money,
and the spirit, which can believe in money without bowing to it.

It’s about realizing that:

  • Money can create stability.
  • Money can reduce stress.
  • Money can provide health, safety, and rest.
  • Money can buy time, freedom, and access to do good.

If that doesn’t contribute to your happiness—what will?

This book will teach you how to think differently.
It will invite you to believe again.
To imagine again.
To receive again.

You are the groom.
The miracle is already in motion.
And the best has been saved for now.

The Miracle You Didn’t See Happen

There is a quiet moment in every believer’s life when heaven has already moved—but the soul has not yet caught up.
That moment is often disguised as silence, stillness, or even lack.
It looks like nothing is happening. But beneath the surface, water is already turning to wine.

This book is written for those who feel they’ve run out—out of strength, out of money, out of clarity.
You are not empty.
You are being filled to the brim.
The miracle is not coming—it has already begun.

The story of the wedding at Cana is not just about Jesus’ first public sign.
It is a parable of perception.
In that sacred feast, everyone was involved, but only a few were aware.
The servants obeyed, the master tasted, the guests rejoiced.
But the groom, the one most blessed by the miracle, was the last to know.

This is the mystery of divine provision:
your soul may be unaware, but your spirit has already seen it.
You are not waiting for your situation to change—you are awakening to the change that has already come.

This book will take you through the stages of awareness, dividing soul and spirit through the light of God’s Word.
It will teach you how to listen like Mary, obey like the servants, and eventually recognize, like the groom, that the best has been saved for you until now.

You are not behind. You are not forgotten.
You are simply being awakened to a miracle that already happened.

Chapter 1

The Hidden Celebration

God begins miracles in places we overlook.

A wedding is a celebration of covenant, joy, and new beginnings. Yet the miracle of Cana did not begin in the temple, the synagogue, or the wilderness. It began in a place of festivity, where people were laughing, dancing, and unaware that lack was drawing near.

So it is with many of us. Outwardly, things seem fine. The party is still going. The surface of life is bright. But underneath, something is running out. Maybe it’s your finances, your faith, your hope. And no one notices—not even you—until the moment the jars are empty.

Jesus chose this moment for His first miracle to teach us something profound: transformation often begins in hidden, ordinary spaces. You do not have to be in crisis for the Lord to act. You don’t need to understand your need for Him to meet it. He begins before you notice. He moves before you ask.

Notice this: the groom didn’t invite the miracle. He wasn’t even aware he needed one. Jesus came as a guest—but carried the power of heaven within Him. The Word was present, even before the problem was revealed.

This is how miracles often arrive—in the background, unnoticed, while life feels normal. You may not feel prophetic. You may not feel holy. But the Holy One has already entered your house.

Your soul is looking at the decorations. Your spirit is listening to the shift in the air. Something is changing. Heaven has stepped in quietly, not to interrupt the celebration, but to sustain it.

Before your soul ever sensed the lack, your spirit had already received the answer. The guests didn’t know. The master of the banquet didn’t know. The groom didn’t know. But Jesus knew. And He brought the solution with Him before the problem ever appeared.

This is the first step in spiritual awareness: realizing that God does not wait for us to be desperate before He acts. He arrives before the wine runs out. He comes as a guest, but He is the host of heaven. He is not late. He is already present, already working, already providing.

Let the soul keep celebrating. Let the spirit begin watching.
You are not abandoned. You are not forgotten.
The Miracle-Maker is already in your midst.


“Before they call I will answer; while they are still speaking I will hear.” —Isaiah 65:24

“Jesus was invited to the wedding…” —John 2:2

Chapter 2

When the Wine Runs Out

Lack is not the end. It is the beginning of awareness.

There is a moment in every journey of faith when the soul feels the first tremor of insufficiency. The laughter continues. The music plays. But something is missing. The jar is lighter than it should be. The future seems uncertain.

This is the moment when the wine runs out.

In Cana, it wasn’t a famine or a war that signaled the need for Jesus’ power. It was something simple: the supply for joy had dried up. The celebration could no longer sustain itself. That is where the miracle begins—not in catastrophe, but in quiet depletion.

Many miss their miracle because they misread this moment. The soul panics. The soul accuses. The soul imagines it has been abandoned. But the spirit is listening. The spirit knows what the soul does not: emptiness is not the enemy—it is the invitation.

Notice that Jesus did not make wine appear before the shortage. He allowed it to run out first. Why? Because as long as the soul still feels full, it resists divine intervention. The soul wants to manage, perform, fix, and save face. But when the last drop is gone, the illusion is shattered. Then, and only then, can the spirit rise to the surface.

Mary said it plainly: “They have no more wine.” There was no begging, no fear, no shame. Just truth. And this is what your spirit is learning to say—even when your soul would rather pretend. “There is no more strength. There is no more strategy. There is no more supply.” And that truth is holy.

Awareness begins in honesty. God does not require you to be strong, wise, or wealthy. He simply waits for the soul to admit what the spirit already knows. You cannot supply yourself. But He can.

What you sense now—this emptiness—is not death. It is preparation. The end of your wine is not the end of the celebration. It is the start of the supernatural.

When your soul mourns what is missing, let your spirit rejoice in what is coming.
When the wine runs out, the Word gets ready to speak.


“My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.” —2 Corinthians 12:9

“When the wine was gone, Jesus’ mother said to Him, ‘They have no more wine.’” —John 2:3

Chapter 3

The Voice of Intercession

Your spirit knows before your soul understands.

The wine is gone—but panic does not come. Instead, a voice rises. It is not the groom. It is not the guests. It is not even the master of the banquet. It is Mary.

Mary sees what others do not. She feels the shift in the atmosphere. She discerns what is missing, not with her natural eyes but with spiritual sensitivity. Mary, the mother of Jesus, moves in the role of the intercessor.

She does not make an announcement. She does not cause a scene. She turns to Jesus and simply says, “They have no more wine.”

This is how the spirit intercedes for the soul. It senses the lack before the soul does. It speaks to the Word before the situation escalates. It doesn’t need the whole room to know—only Heaven.

Your soul may still be managing appearances. Your soul may be rehearsing plans. But deep within you, your spirit is already whispering: “We’re empty. And we need Him.”

There is no shame in this voice. There is no fear. There is only truth and trust. Mary’s voice is calm, clear, and confident. She knows her Son. She knows He will act. And this is what your spirit has begun to know too.

Even when your soul hesitates—your spirit intercedes. Even when your mind wrestles with the silence—your spirit reaches for the Savior.

There are times when the miracle begins not with your prayer, but with the spirit’s cry on your behalf. Romans 8:26 says that the Spirit intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words. Your breakthrough may not begin with your understanding. It may begin with your spirit groaning to Jesus in the secret place.

Mary does not wait for permission. She does not wait for the groom to ask. She simply goes to the Source. Your spirit, aligned with Heaven, always goes first.

And now—so can you.

Let the soul observe. Let the mind wonder. But let the spirit speak.
Let your inner Mary arise.
Let the intercession begin.


“In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness… the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express.” —Romans 8:26

“Jesus’ mother said to him, ‘They have no more wine.’” —John 2:3

Chapter 4

The Hour That Hasn’t Come (Yet)

Delay is not absence. It is alignment.

Jesus hears His mother’s voice. He hears the cry of intercession, the spirit’s knowing. But His response is surprising:
“Woman, why do you involve me? My hour has not yet come.”

This is the pause between prayer and performance. The space between spiritual discernment and visible deliverance. And it is holy.

Your soul may hear these words and panic. “Not yet?” it asks. “But I’m empty. I’m desperate. I need You now.”
But your spirit hears something deeper: “I am already aware. I am already here. But the fullness of the moment is still unfolding.”

Jesus is not saying no—He is marking time. He is syncing earth to heaven. He is allowing every piece to align, so the miracle is not rushed, but revealed.

There is a difference between delay and denial. The soul cannot always tell the difference. But the spirit can.

The soul feels the ache of waiting. The spirit holds the rhythm of eternity.

When Jesus says, “My hour has not yet come,” He is speaking of divine timing—a timing not measured by human need, but by heavenly fullness. Every miracle in your life has a sacred hour attached to it. Not a random minute, not a late arrival—but an appointed hour that cannot be missed.

Delay is not a sign that nothing is happening. It is the invisible tension of everything coming together.

In this moment, your soul must not interpret silence as abandonment. It must not interpret “not yet” as “never.” It must trust the wisdom of your spirit, which has already sensed that Jesus is not turning away—He is turning everything into place.

This is the fourth stage of awareness: surrendering to timing.
Let your soul be still.
Let your spirit listen to the clock of heaven.
Your hour is closer than you think.


“For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it—it will certainly come and will not delay.” —Habakkuk 2:3

“My hour has not yet come.” —John 2:4

Chapter 5

Obedience at the Brim

When understanding ends, obedience begins.

Mary turns from Jesus without protest. She does not plead, explain, or push. Instead, she turns to the servants and says something timeless:
“Do whatever He tells you.”

This is not resignation. This is spiritual precision. Mary speaks as one who knows: the hour may not have come publicly, but the power is already present privately. She releases control and calls others to obey—even before a miracle is promised.

And this is the next stage of awareness: obedience without full understanding.
The soul demands details.
The spirit moves at His Word.

The servants receive no explanation. No assurance. No prophecy of what is to come. Just an instruction:
“Fill the jars with water.”

These jars were not wine vessels. They were ceremonial washing jars—symbols of human effort, purification, and outward religion. And yet, Jesus chooses them for His first sign. He chooses what seems unrelated. He chooses the ordinary. He chooses what has always been there.

So He does with you.

What part of your life has always felt plain, unremarkable, or overlooked? That is where He speaks first. That is where the water must rise. He says, “Fill it. Completely.”

Not partially. Not timidly. To the brim.

This is obedience in its purest form: responding with fullness even when there’s no visible reward. The servants obeyed with no idea that wine was coming. They simply followed the voice.

Your soul wants proof. Your spirit says yes.

There is a moment when the water looks unchanged, and the miracle seems distant. But your spirit is rising. Your obedience is filling every jar. Your surrender is preparing the space where transformation will occur.

Do not despise the water. Do not resist the process.
The brim is the border of breakthrough.

When you obey at the brim, you are closer than you know.


“If you are willing and obedient, you shall eat the good of the land.” —Isaiah 1:19

“Jesus said to the servants, ‘Fill the jars with water’; so they filled them to the brim.” —John 2:7

Chapter 6

The Transfer of Faith

Faith flows through simple hands before it reaches astonished hearts.

The jars are full. The servants are ready. Still, nothing looks changed. No scent of wine. No shimmer of glory. Just water—cold, heavy, and unremarkable.

Then Jesus speaks again:
“Now draw some out and take it to the master of the banquet.”

This command defies reason. The soul protests: Draw what? Deliver what? This isn’t wine—this is foolishness. But the spirit understands something deeper: faith is not proved in what you see—it is proved in what you carry.

This is the sacred transfer.
From His word… to your hands.
From unseen transformation… to physical obedience.

The servants could have refused. They could have said, This isn’t ready. This isn’t real. This isn’t safe. But instead, they reached into the jars—still looking like water—and carried what Jesus had touched.

This is the moment many miss. They wait to act until they see the miracle. But the miracle waits for them to act. Faith does not follow the visible. Faith reveals it.

Sometimes your spirit will know something has changed before your soul can explain it.
The water may still look like lack.
But in your spirit, you’ve already tasted joy.

Jesus doesn’t say when the water turns to wine.
He doesn’t explain how.
He simply asks the faithful to move.

This is your instruction:
Don’t wait for proof. Don’t wait for public applause.
Reach into the ordinary. Carry it with honor.
Move as though the miracle has already occurred—because in heaven, it has.

The soul wants to see first. The spirit knows: belief is the vessel. Obedience is the pouring. And faith is the hand that bridges what is invisible into what is undeniable.

Draw it out.
Carry it forward.
He has already touched it.


“For we walk by faith, not by sight.” —2 Corinthians 5:7

“Then He told them, ‘Now draw some out and take it to the master of the banquet.’ They did so.” —John 2:8

Spirit Activation: Draw It Out

A prophetic exercise to help you move from unseen faith to visible trust.

This is not a story you are just reading. This is a miracle you are living.
The wine is already forming—but your soul might still see only water.

This activation will help you let your spirit lead.


1. Identify the Jar

Close your eyes. Take a moment and ask:

“Lord, what area of my life have You already touched—though it still looks like lack?”

Write down what comes to mind. It may be your finances, your family, your health, your dream. Whatever it is, name it:

“This is the jar: ___________________________


2. Obey Without Proof

Now ask:

“Jesus, what simple act of obedience are You asking of me—today—in this area?”

It may be a phone call, a declaration, a gift, an application, an offering, or simply believing out loud that the miracle has begun.

“This is what I will draw out: ________________________


3. Declare the Transfer

Place your hand over your heart and speak this aloud:

“Spirit of God, I believe You’ve already begun the transformation.
I no longer wait for proof—because I walk by faith.
I draw from what You’ve touched. I carry what You’ve made holy.
I pour out what You’ve filled—until the miracle is undeniable.”


4. Seal It in Worship

Take a moment now to thank God as if the wine is already flowing. Speak praise. Sing softly. Let gratitude rise before your eyes see it.

Because this is the secret:
Your spirit already knows.
Now your soul is catching up.

Chapter 7

The Master’s Surprise

When your soul is unaware, the master already tastes the blessing.

The master of the banquet takes the cup from the servants’ hands. He tastes the wine—but he does not know where it came from. His soul is unaware of the miracle behind the moment.

Yet his senses detect the undeniable truth:
“Everyone brings out the choice wine first and then the cheaper wine after the guests have had too much to drink; but you have saved the best till now.”

This moment is profound. The soul, represented by the master, cannot see the full story. It does not know the invisible workings of spirit and obedience behind the scene. But the taste, the experience, the result cannot be denied.

You may be like the master—unaware at first, tasting only the fruit of unseen labor, hidden obedience, and faith. The breakthrough has already been poured. The best has already been saved.

This is the eighth stage of awareness:
recognizing the evidence before understanding the process.

Your spirit has known for some time. Your soul may still ask questions, doubt, or try to explain the timing. But the harvest is here.

God’s blessings are often first experienced in the senses before they are fully comprehended in the mind.

The best is not always first. Sometimes, God saves His choicest blessings for the final moment, when the soul is ready to receive—not before.

This teaches us to trust the invisible first and savor the visible last.
To lean into the spirit’s knowledge and receive the soul’s confirmation later.

The master’s surprise is your soul’s awakening:
the moment when you realize, “It’s true—God was working all along.”


“Taste and see that the Lord is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.” —Psalm 34:8

“Everyone brings out the choice wine first and then the cheaper wine after the guests have had too much to drink; but you have saved the best till now.” —John 2:10

Chapter 8

The Groom’s Awakening

The last to know is often the one most transformed.

The master of the banquet tasted the wine and was amazed. The servants saw the miracle. Mary heard the need. Jesus performed the sign. Yet the groom—the central figure of the celebration—remained unaware.

The groom did not know the situation had changed for the better until someone else told him. The joy, the relief, the blessing had already arrived—but he was the last to perceive it.

This is the final stage of awareness: when the soul finally catches up to what the spirit has already known.

Your spirit has sensed the breakthrough. It has believed in the miracle before the evidence. Your soul may still wrestle with doubt, worry, or waiting. But the truth remains:
Your finances, your life, your breakthrough—have already improved.

The groom’s late awareness reminds us that God’s miracles are not always immediately visible to our soul’s understanding. Sometimes, the change happens quietly behind the scenes, in the spirit realm, before our natural senses confirm it.

God often moves first in the spirit, then in the soul, and finally in the circumstances. Your breakthrough may already be in motion, even if your soul hasn’t fully seen it yet.

The groom’s awakening teaches patience—not the passive waiting of despair, but the active waiting of faith and trust. It encourages us to celebrate the miracle even when it feels delayed.

Be encouraged:
You are not behind.
You are not forgotten.
You are simply the last to know.

And when your soul finally receives this truth, it will be transformed—because it is the moment your entire being aligns with the miracle God has already done.


“I have told you now before it happens, so that when it does happen you will believe.” —John 14:29

“He did not realize where it had come from… then he called the bridegroom aside…” —John 2:9-10

Chapter 9

Believing Before Seeing

Faith is the bridge from spirit’s knowing to soul’s sight.

The groom was the last to know his situation had changed for the better. Yet the miracle had already been completed in the spirit realm. The water had become wine, but his eyes had not yet seen the transformation.

This is the mystery of faith:
to believe what your spirit senses before your soul perceives it.

Your soul craves evidence. It wants proof—clear signs, tangible results, visible confirmation. But your spirit moves beyond the limits of sight and logic. It whispers truths that your soul cannot yet grasp.

To walk in breakthrough is to embrace this tension—holding onto what is not yet seen with a heart anchored in what is already known spiritually.

When your soul doubts, your spirit must speak louder. When your circumstances appear unchanged, your spirit must rejoice in the unseen. When your mind wrestles with fear, your spirit must stand firm in hope.

This is the posture of believers who walk by faith, not by sight (2 Corinthians 5:7). It is a daily choice to trust the invisible hand of God shaping your reality even when your soul feels unaware.

Remember:
Your breakthrough has already happened in the spirit.
Your soul is catching up.
Your eyes will soon see.
Your heart will soon rejoice.

Until then, hold fast to the promise. Keep your hands obedient. Keep your faith active. Keep your spirit alert.

Because the miracle you long for is waiting just beyond the veil of natural perception.


“Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” —John 20:29

“We walk by faith, not by sight.” —2 Corinthians 5:7

Chapter 10

The Invitation to Awareness

Step into the fullness of what is already yours.

The story at Cana reveals a powerful truth:
Your breakthrough is often happening long before your soul can see it.

Jesus began His miracle quietly, behind the scenes—in the spirit realm—while those around Him still struggled to perceive the change. The jars filled to the brim, the servants obeyed without understanding, the master tasted without knowing the source, and the groom was the last to realize the blessing.

This mirrors the journey of awareness we all must travel.
Your spirit knows the miracle has already begun.
Your soul wrestles to believe it.
And your circumstances will soon confirm it.

This is an invitation—an invitation to awaken your awareness.
To shift from anxiety to trust.
From confusion to clarity.
From waiting in fear to walking in faith.

Your finances, your destiny, your life can change in the invisible realm today. Your obedience, your faith, your praise are the vessels that carry that change into your reality.

You are invited to move beyond what you see, beyond what you feel, into the realm where your spirit already walks—into the realm of divine transformation.

The best wine is saved for the last moment.
But that moment begins in your spirit before it appears to your soul.

Step into this awareness.
Embrace the waiting with faith.
Celebrate the miracle before your eyes behold it.

This is only the beginning.

The deeper understanding of how your soul and spirit work together will unlock even greater revelation and breakthrough in the chapters to come.


“The kingdom of God is within you.” —Luke 17:21

“Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.” —Hebrews 11:1

Chapter 11

The Dance of Love

Soul and Spirit

Where your soul longs to be loved, your spirit finds joy in loving.

The soul is deeply connected to receiving love. It craves the affection, approval, and acceptance of others. When we are “in love,” but the person we love does not yet return that love, the soul feels the sting of rejection and disappointment. It is unhappy, restless, and incomplete because it depends on someone else’s feelings and actions to find satisfaction.

This is the soul’s natural condition: to seek love from others.
When others love us, our soul feels secure, valued, and joyful.
When others withhold their love, the soul feels empty, anxious, and powerless.

But the spirit moves differently. The spirit’s deepest joy comes from loving—not from being loved.
The spirit is happiest when it gives love freely, without expectation or condition. It is the wellspring of unconditional love, flowing outward regardless of return.

This difference matters profoundly.

When you wait for someone else’s love to feel whole, you give your power away. You place your happiness and identity in the hands of others. You become a victim of their choices, moods, and presence.

But when you decide to love—regardless of whether love is returned—you reclaim your authority.
You step into the spirit’s realm, where your joy is not dependent on circumstances or approval.
You become the source of love, not the recipient waiting passively.

This shift is transformative.

It breaks the chains of emotional dependency.
It restores your identity and power.
It frees you from the fear of rejection and the need for validation.

When you love from your spirit, you walk in true freedom.
Your spirit governs your soul instead of the soul being ruled by its desires.
You move from being controlled by how others treat you to controlling how you respond with love.

This is the path to spiritual authority.
It begins with choosing to love—whether or not the world loves you back.

So, in the waiting—for love, for breakthrough, for acceptance—choose to love first.
Choose to pour out your heart.
Choose to bless even before you are blessed.

Because your spirit’s joy is not dependent on return, but on the act of loving itself.

This is your authority.
This is your power.
This is your freedom.


“Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love.” —1 John 4:8

“Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you.” —Luke 6:27

“Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins.” —1 Peter 4:8

Chapter 12

Taking Back Your Authority

Real and Imagined Journeys

From waiting to loving, from victim to victor.

The journey to reclaim your authority begins when you stop waiting for others to love you and start choosing to love freely—even when it feels hard.

A Real Story: Maria’s Breakthrough

Maria had long struggled with feelings of rejection in her marriage. Her soul was restless, longing for her husband’s affection and approval. She found herself caught in a cycle of waiting and hoping, feeling powerless when he was distant.

One day, through prayer and reflection, Maria realized she was giving her power away by depending on her husband’s love to feel worthy. She began to ask God to help her love her husband unconditionally—not waiting for his love in return, but choosing to love first.

Slowly, Maria’s heart softened, and her spirit grew stronger. She started showing kindness, patience, and affection without expectation. This shift changed the atmosphere in their home. Her husband noticed the change, grew closer, and their relationship began to heal.

Maria’s soul found peace, not because her husband suddenly loved her more, but because her spirit was no longer captive to waiting. She reclaimed her authority by loving first—and that love transformed her world.


A Fictional Story: Daniel’s Choice

Daniel was a young artist who longed for recognition and acceptance from a close friend and mentor. His soul ached each time the friend seemed indifferent or critical. Daniel felt trapped by his desire for approval, unable to create freely or find joy.

One evening, Daniel had a vision: he saw himself holding a lantern. He realized the lantern symbolized his love and light, which he had kept hidden, waiting for others to ignite it. In that moment, Daniel chose to step into his spirit’s power. He decided to love and express himself fully—regardless of whether his friend approved.

Daniel began painting boldly, sharing his art with others, and speaking words of kindness to his mentor without expecting anything back. His soul, once burdened by waiting, began to feel lighter. His spirit was free.

Though his friend’s attitude did not change immediately, Daniel’s life transformed. He found joy in loving and creating freely. He was no longer controlled by someone else’s acceptance—he held his own light.


Both Maria and Daniel teach us that waiting for love places power outside ourselves, but choosing to love returns that power to our spirit.

You too can reclaim your authority by deciding to love first. It is not always easy, but it is the way to freedom.


“Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good.” —Romans 12:9

“Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.” —Romans 12:21

Chapter 13

Loving Authority

When your spirit leads in love, your finances follow in favor.

The journey from waiting for love to choosing to love is not just emotional or spiritual—it carries profound implications for every area of your life, including your finances.

When your soul is controlled by fear, doubt, or dependence—waiting anxiously for provision or approval—you put your circumstances and others in charge of your destiny. You become a victim of scarcity thinking, stuck in lack because your focus is on what you do not have.

But when your spirit awakens to loving authority, you step into a new realm of faith and favor.

Loving authority means:

  • Loving your work, even before it bears fruit.
  • Loving your finances, even if your accounts seem low.
  • Loving your calling, even when obstacles appear.

This love is not sentimental or naive; it is a powerful, active choice to embrace abundance and blessing in advance. It is the spirit declaring, “I am enough, I have enough, and I trust God’s provision.”

This attitude shifts your vibration and opens doors:

  • It releases creativity and solutions you couldn’t see before.
  • It attracts favor and opportunity because you carry the heart of a giver, not a taker.
  • It transforms your financial mindset from scarcity to abundance.

Just like the water jars at Cana—ordinary vessels filled beyond capacity—your finances can be filled to overflowing when your spirit leads in love and faith.

The miracle begins within, before it manifests without.

Your loving authority breaks the cycle of lack and ushers in supernatural provision.

Remember:

Your spirit’s love is the catalyst for your soul’s breakthrough and your financial increase.


“Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap.” —Luke 6:38

“The Lord will open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all the work of your hands.” —Deuteronomy 28:12

Chapter 14

Lessons from Mother Teresa

From quiet obedience to powerful love: a journey of awakening.

Mother Teresa’s life is a remarkable example of how awareness deepens over time—how the soul and spirit grow through trials, obedience, and love.

The Early Years — Quiet Obedience

In her early years, Mother Teresa was devoted but private. She obeyed the call to religious life and service with humility. Her awareness was rooted in obedience to God’s will, yet much of her spiritual breakthrough was hidden deep within.

Her soul found comfort in structure and devotion, but the fullness of her spiritual authority had not yet blossomed. This stage reflects many who serve faithfully but have yet to awaken fully to the power within their spirit.

The Call Within the Call — Radical Loving

In 1946, Mother Teresa experienced what she called the “call within the call.” She felt a deeper, more urgent calling to serve the poorest of the poor in Calcutta.

This was a breakthrough of awareness. Her spirit embraced radical love—not just serving, but loving unconditionally, regardless of hardship or rejection. Her soul wrestled with the immense challenges but was strengthened by the spirit’s joy and authority.

In this stage, she moved beyond waiting for the world’s approval. She chose to love first, giving herself fully to the mission, even when the results were uncertain.

The Global Witness — Living Loving Authority

In her later years, Mother Teresa became a global symbol of compassion and loving authority. She walked fully in the freedom of her spirit, no longer controlled by others’ opinions or worldly success.

Her love was active, unstoppable, and transformative. She demonstrated how loving authority not only changes individuals but can move nations and inspire millions.

Mother Teresa’s life journey reveals how awareness grows from quiet obedience to powerful love—and how reclaiming spiritual authority brings profound breakthrough.


“Not all of us can do great things. But we can do small things with great love.” —Mother Teresa

“Peace begins with a smile.” —Mother Teresa

Chapter 15

Authority Through Love

How Mother Teresa Changed the World

Without Seeking Power

Love first, authority follows.

Mother Teresa never sought authority. She did not crave recognition, titles, or influence. Her life began quietly in service, grounded in obedience and humility. Yet, by the end of her journey, she was influencing governments, the rich, and the powerful—all because she chose to love freely and act in compassion without waiting for approval or reward.

Her authority came not from ambition but from love in action.

This is a profound lesson:
True authority is a byproduct of loving first, not a goal to be pursued.

Mother Teresa’s influence was rooted in her decision to love unconditionally, especially those whom society overlooked—the poorest of the poor. She did not wait for others to love her or to recognize her value; she gave love tirelessly and sacrificially.

Because she loved without expectation, her spirit carried power that transcended social and political boundaries.

Governments sought her counsel. World leaders respected her voice. Her authority was undeniable—not because she demanded it, but because her love demanded acknowledgment.

She showed that:

  • When you stop waiting for others’ love or approval,
  • When you act in love despite rejection or hardship,
  • When your spirit leads, not your soul’s need for validation,

You reclaim your authority.

You break free from being a victim of circumstance or opinion.

You become a catalyst for change.

Mother Teresa’s life exemplifies this spiritual principle:
Love is the root of true authority.

When you choose to love first, you align with the source of all power and breakthrough.

Your influence will grow—not because you seek it, but because love cannot be ignored.


“I alone cannot change the world, but I can cast a stone across the waters to create many ripples.” —Mother Teresa

“Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of love.” —Mother Teresa

Chapter 16

To Love Is to Believe

Faith Expressing Itself Through Love

“The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love.” —Galatians 5:6

There is a hidden truth running through the entire Bible, often overlooked but deeply powerful:
To truly love someone is to believe in them.

When Paul wrote to the Galatians, he didn’t say that faith works through effort or feelings or perfect performance. He said faith expresses itself through love. And love, in its truest form, is an act of belief.

  • When Jesus loved Peter, He believed in him—despite Peter’s denial.
  • When the father welcomed the prodigal son home, he believed in his return before he saw it.
  • When God so loved the world, He believed in its redemption and acted upon it by sending His Son.

Love and Belief Are Interchangeable

Love is often thought of as an emotion. But biblical love is more than a feeling—it is a decision to believe in someone’s God-given potential, even when the evidence is lacking.

There are times when it feels almost impossible to “love” someone, especially if they’ve hurt us or disappointed us. But it may be easier to take the first step by simply choosing to believe in them. To believe that they can change. To believe that they still carry a purpose. That belief is a form of love.

This applies to more than people.

  • You may not love your job—but you can believe in your job, believe it has purpose, and that it’s a place where God’s favor can grow.
  • You may not be allowed to love money—Jesus warned us clearly about that—but you can believe in money as a tool that, when submitted to God, can bless, build, and restore.

Mother Teresa: Believing Without Loving the System

Mother Teresa didn’t love money. She never sought wealth for herself or worshipped material things. But she believed in the power of money when placed in the hands of love.

She believed that money could feed a starving child, build a shelter, provide medicine. Her faith wasn’t in the money—it was in God—but she understood the role of financial provision and believed that heaven could channel resources through willing hands.

Because she believed, money came. Not because she loved it, but because she had faith expressing itself through love.


Your Takeaway: Start Believing

  • Believe in the people who seem unlovable.
  • Believe in the work God has put in your hands.
  • Believe in the provision that supports the mission.

That belief is love in action. That love is faith expressed. And that is the only thing that counts.


“Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.” —1 Corinthians 13:7

“And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.” —1 Corinthians 13:13

Chapter 17

Breaking the Fear of Loving Money

Believing Without Bowing

“For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil.” —1 Timothy 6:10

We live in a strange cultural contradiction.

In the Western world, nearly everyone chases money—jobs are chosen for it, time is traded for it, security is defined by it. And yet, at the same time, many—especially Christians—deny that they care about money at all.

Why? Because we have been taught that to love money is dangerous. And it is. Scripture is clear: the love of money can corrupt the heart, twist motives, and destroy lives. But this fear has created confusion.

Instead of developing a healthy, spiritual relationship with money, many believers feel shame around it. They suppress ambition, fear wealth, and feel guilty when money flows their way. They pray for provision but secretly believe they shouldn’t enjoy it.

This double-mindedness creates a blockage.

The Fear of Loving Money Has Been Impregnated Into the Culture

It’s been embedded through centuries of religious teaching and social suspicion. Phrases like “money is the root of all evil” (misquoted) are thrown around without context. Monastic poverty was once seen as the highest spiritual ideal. The result? Many Christians subconsciously believe that wealth and holiness cannot coexist.

But here’s the truth:

Jesus never said money was evil. He said the love of money was dangerous.

And yet, Jesus believed in money.

  • He asked Peter to find a coin in a fish’s mouth.
  • He honored the widow who gave two small coins.
  • He received financial support from wealthy women.
  • He taught parables about investing, trading, and stewardship.
  • He let Judas keep the money bag—even knowing his weakness.

Jesus understood that money is not a god, but it is a tool. And like any tool, it depends on whose hand it’s in.

How Do We Get Around the Fear?

We overcome this blockage not by denying money, but by transforming our relationship with it:

  • We do not need to love money.
  • But we must believe in it.

Believe that money can obey your voice when your spirit is aligned with heaven.
Believe that money can serve the kingdom of God.
Believe that you can have authority over finances without being ruled by them.

This is not greed—it’s governance. It’s spiritual maturity.

When we stop fearing money and start believing in its purpose, we unlock a flow of provision that’s been waiting for our permission.


“You cannot serve both God and money.” —Matthew 6:24

You cannot serve money, but money can serve you—if your spirit leads.

Chapter 18

The Lie That Money
Does not Make You Happy

“The blessing of the Lord makes one rich, and He adds no sorrow with it.” —Proverbs 10:22 (NKJV)

One of the most common lies we’ve been told—especially in Christian and Western circles—is this:
“Money doesn’t make you happy.”

We’ve heard it from celebrities, billionaires, successful entrepreneurs:

“I bought the jet. I bought the mansion. I still wasn’t happy.”

The problem isn’t what they’re saying—it’s what they mean when they say it.

When wealthy people talk about not being happy, they are usually speaking about a narrow definition of happiness. They are talking about thrill, excitement, and adrenaline—not the deeper forms of well-being that money can absolutely help support.

Let’s define “happy” more honestly.

True Happiness Is Bigger Than a Rush

Happiness doesn’t have to be loud. It doesn’t have to be dramatic.
It can look like:

  • Security — knowing your bills are paid, your family is covered, and your future is stable.
  • Stability — not panicking when an emergency hits.
  • Freedom — being able to say “yes” to a calling, or “no” to toxic jobs.
  • Privacy — the ability to rest in peace, away from noise and pressure.
  • Power — not to dominate others, but to influence change and bless the world.

Would these things make a normal person happy? Of course they would.

Even Scripture acknowledges the joy of provision:

“You will be blessed in the city and blessed in the country… The Lord will grant you abundant prosperity…” (Deuteronomy 28:3, 11)

Yes, money cannot fix a broken heart. It cannot buy eternal life. It cannot create true identity.
But it can contribute to a life that supports joy, peace, purpose, and health—when managed by a spirit-led person.

The real issue isn’t money.
It’s the misuse of money.
It’s the confusion around what happiness really is.

We’ve been made to feel guilty for wanting what God wants to give: peace, provision, and purpose.

Jesus Wasn’t Opposed to Happiness

Jesus turned water into wine—not out of necessity, but out of joy.
He spoke of abundant life, of houses built on rock, of talents doubled, of blessings multiplied.

He didn’t condemn wealth. He warned against wealth owning the heart. There’s a difference.


You Can Be Both Righteous and Happy

Let go of the false humility that says, “I don’t need anything.”
Embrace the truth: God delights in your well-being. And if money can support a happier, healthier, freer life—then you are allowed to believe in it.

You don’t worship it. You don’t chase it.
But you stop rejecting the joy it can bring.


“I came that they may have life and have it abundantly.” —John 10:10 (ESV)

“Wealth and riches are in their houses, and their righteousness endures forever.” —Psalm 112:3

Chapter 19

The Soul’s Struggle

Deciding to Believe in Money

“To the pure, all things are pure…” —Titus 1:15

Money has always been neutral. It doesn’t hate you. It doesn’t love you. It doesn’t corrupt by itself—it responds to the one who holds it.

And that’s where the battle begins.

The soul struggles with money. It is easily swayed by fear, greed, shame, pride, and cultural confusion. The soul remembers every time you felt insecure, every time you were shamed for wanting more, every time you were told that wealth was unspiritual. So it hesitates. It avoids. It distrusts.

But your spirit is not confused.

Your spirit is born of God, and therefore, it is pure. It does not lust after money, nor does it fear it.
It simply believes in purpose—and money has a purpose.

The Purpose of Money

Money was created to serve. It’s meant to:

  • Create security (so you can rest).
  • Relieve stress (so you can think clearly).
  • Preserve health (so your body isn’t broken by pressure).
  • Build homes (so you can dwell in peace).
  • Support vision (so your calling can expand).
  • Protect time (so you’re not enslaved by scarcity).
  • Fund compassion (so you can give freely).

These are holy, pure, God-honoring goals.

Your soul may still feel conflicted. But your spirit knows. Money was never meant to control you. It was meant to obey you.

Make the Decision: Believe in Money

You don’t need to love money.
You don’t need to crave it.
You don’t even need to chase it.

But you must believe in it.

Believe that money has a job to do.
Believe that provision is not selfish—it’s sacred.
Believe that financial peace is not a luxury—it’s a calling.

Jesus didn’t avoid money. He used it to teach, to bless, to reveal God’s priorities. He didn’t love it, but He expected it to serve the Kingdom.

So should you.


Cultural Lies vs. Kingdom Truth

The Culture Says:

  • “Money makes people greedy.”
  • “You shouldn’t think about money.”
  • “Happy people don’t need much.”

The Spirit Says:

  • “Money reveals the heart—it doesn’t create it.”
  • “Wisdom builds wealth and stewardship multiplies it.”
  • “The joy of the Lord includes provision, peace, and purpose.”

“Decide today: I will believe in money. I will not fear it. I will not worship it. I will command it. I will use it to serve joy, peace, and righteousness.”

Chapter 20

Money Was Made to Work
Just Like Adam

“The Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it.” —Genesis 2:15

Before there was a church, a city, or a nation, God created a garden.
And before Adam had a wife, a family, or even a problem to solve—God gave him a job.

Work was not a punishment. It was part of the original blessing.

God believed in Adam.
God trusted Adam to manage the garden.
God expected Adam to work with joy, purpose, and dignity.

In the same way, money has a job to do.

Money is not your master. It is not your enemy.
It is your servant, designed by God to respond to authority, order, and purpose.

We Are Designed to Put Things to Work

You were created in God’s image—and that means you were designed to govern, not be governed.
Just as Adam was given charge of the garden, you are given charge over the things in your life—including your finances.

Your food, your clothing, your shelter, your family’s needs—
Money is meant to do this work.

When you refuse to put money to work, it either lies dormant or becomes disobedient.
But when you assign it purpose and believe in its assignment, it begins to move in line with God’s design.

Believe in Money Like You Believe in a Car

You don’t have to love your car to believe in it. You simply expect it to get you from one place to another.

You trust it to:

  • Start when you turn the key
  • Move when you press the pedal
  • Stop when you apply the brakes

You’re not afraid of falling in love with it, even though some people do. That’s not your focus.
Your focus is function.

So why not treat money the same way?

Believe that money is designed to:

  • Feed you
  • Clothe you
  • House you
  • Fund your family’s well-being
  • Support your calling

This is not idolatry. This is design. God made provision part of the garden plan.

God Believes in You to Manage Money

If God believed in Adam to tend the garden, He believes in you to tend your finances.

This is not a game of worthiness. You were born to steward things.
And money, like every other resource, is waiting for your clarity, your instruction, and your faith.


“Money, I assign you to work. You will obey the Spirit of God in me. You will serve the purpose of peace, provision, and righteousness in my life.”

Let this be your new financial mindset:
You don’t serve money. Money serves you, because you serve God.

Chapter 21

Even the Wine Had a Job

“Everyone brings out the choice wine first… but you have saved the best till now.” —John 2:10

Let us return to the wedding at Cana.

No one at the celebration was worried about loving the wine. That wasn’t the point.
The wine had a job to do.

Its job was to celebrate, to uplift, to gladden hearts, to mark the joy of a sacred union.
And in that moment, the wine had run out before its job was finished.

So Jesus stepped in—not to endorse drunkenness, not to create dependency—but to honor purpose.

Purpose, Not Pleasure, Was the Focus

The wine’s role was about more than taste.
It was about timing, honor, joy, and fulfillment.

Mary saw the gap. Jesus saw the moment. The guests may not have even noticed yet—but the wine still had an assignment.
And Jesus, the Son of God, was not too holy to intervene.

He didn’t say, “Wine doesn’t matter.”
He didn’t say, “It’s not spiritual to enjoy a celebration.”
He said—by His actions—“Let the wine finish its job.”

Even the master of the banquet acknowledged this purpose:

“This wine is so good, it’s going to do its job better than expected.”

The goal wasn’t intoxication—it was celebration. And in that context, even wine could bring happiness.

What If We Treated Money Like the Wine?

Now imagine if everyone told you, “Wine can’t make you happy.”
We would rightly ask, “Then what do you mean by happy?”

Wine doesn’t give eternal joy, but it can help create a moment of delight.
Likewise, money can’t save your soul—but it can save your home, your time, your strength.

We must stop punishing money for not being God.

God never asked money to be your Savior. He asked it to do its job.

And just as Jesus made sure the wine fulfilled its assignment, He will help your money fulfill its purpose—if you give it the right context.

It’s All About Context

Wine is dangerous without boundaries.
Money is dangerous without purpose.
But in the right setting, both become tools of celebration, peace, and honor.

Jesus turned water into wine because the wine had work left to do.
What if your finances have work left to do too?

Jesus is still turning water into wine—still bringing provision to moments of emptiness—still honoring purpose where others see lack.

Chapter 22

The Miracle Already Happened

But the Groom Did not Know

“But the servants who had drawn the water knew…” —John 2:9

One of the most astonishing details of the wedding at Cana is this:
The groom was the last to know a miracle had taken place.

The wine had run out. The solution had come.
The water had already been turned into wine.
The banquet was saved. The celebration continued.
And the master of the banquet was already impressed.

But the groom?
He was still unaware that anything had gone wrong—or that anything had gone right.

He had already been delivered from public shame.
He had already been rescued from disappointment.
He had already been upgraded from average to excellence.

And he didn’t even know it.

This Is How Many of Us Live

The miracle has already happened in the spirit.
The provision has already been released.
The breakthrough has already begun.

But because our soul—our thoughts, emotions, and senses—can’t see it yet, we walk around as if we are still in lack.

We are like the groom, still hosting the party, still unaware that Jesus has already intervened.
We are living in the aftermath of a miracle but have not yet realized it.

The Servants Knew Before the Groom Did

The Bible says that the servants knew.
They saw the transformation.
They witnessed the command, the filling, the drawing, the tasting.

They knew something had shifted.

This is what happens when we begin to live from our spirit instead of our soul.
Our spirit knows that the transformation has already occurred.
Our spirit senses the shift, long before the outer world shows any evidence.

Your spirit is the servant who already saw the miracle.

Your soul is still catching up.

Faith Lives in the Tension Between the Two

To walk by faith is to trust the report of your spirit, even when your soul feels stuck.
It’s to declare, “My situation has already changed,”
Even when your emotions or bank account haven’t caught up yet.

It’s to say, “Jesus is already at the wedding,”
Even when the wine has run out.

You’re Not Waiting on the Miracle — The Miracle Is Waiting on You

The groom didn’t pray.
The groom didn’t ask.
The groom didn’t even know to expect anything.

But Jesus moved because of someone else’s intercession—Mary’s.
Jesus moved quietly, but powerfully.

The miracle was already done. The only thing left was for the groom to wake up to it.


Let This Be Your Revelation

You are not waiting on your financial miracle.
You are not waiting on joy, peace, provision, or purpose.
They have already been turned from water into wine.

Your spirit has seen it. Now it’s time for your soul to catch up.

Chapter 23

Be Filled
God Finishes What He Starts

“Jesus said to the servants, ‘Fill the jars with water’; so they filled them to the brim.” —John 2:7

God is a God of completion. He does not begin something only to abandon it halfway.
If there is a purpose—Heaven intends to see it fulfilled.

At the wedding in Cana, the wine ran out before the celebration was finished. The purpose of the wine—to bless, to uplift, to honor the joy of union—was not yet complete.

So Jesus intervened.
But He didn’t speak to the groom.
He didn’t lecture the guests.
He didn’t call a meeting with the wedding planners.

He spoke to the water.

And in doing so, He spoke to the problem in a language it could obey.

Heaven Intervenes to Complete Purpose

When money runs out, when provision dries up, when things stall—many people assume they’ve failed, or that God has turned away.
But what if it’s simply a moment for divine reactivation?

What if your financial resources are waiting to be spoken to?
Not cursed. Not mourned. But filled?

“Be filled,” says the Lord.
Be filled with strength.
Be filled with provision.
Be filled with purpose again.

Jesus didn’t scold the lack—He transformed it.

He knew the wine hadn’t failed. It had just reached the limit of its assignment.
Now a new provision was needed for the next part of the purpose.

God Honors Purpose More Than Scarcity

Too often, we worship our limitations.
We say, “The wine has run out,” and we assume the party is over.

But God says, “If the wine has run out, and the purpose is still alive, I will fill it again.

He honors purpose more than scarcity.
He supplies not just according to our need, but according to His purpose.

Your bank account may not have enough.
But Heaven does.

Speak to the Water Jars in Your Life

Jesus didn’t say “Go find better wine.”
He said, “Fill the jars.”
Use what’s available. Use what’s ordinary. Use what’s overlooked.

And then—speak purpose over it.

You may think your financial life is too broken, too empty, too delayed.
But Jesus isn’t waiting for your wealth to fix itself.

He is speaking to your lack and saying: “Be filled.”

“Be filled again with meaning.”
“Be filled again with energy.”
“Be filled again with joy and strength.”
“Be filled until purpose is completed.”


Declare This Today

“I believe in divine completion. If the purpose of my life is still unfolding, then Heaven still has provision. My soul may see the lack, but my spirit hears Jesus say, ‘Be filled.’ I speak to my money situation: Be filled with purpose again.”

Chapter 24

The Images in Your Mind

Fill the Jars of Imagination

“Nearby stood six stone water jars… Jesus said, ‘Fill the jars with water.’” —John 2:6–7

Words are powerful.
But images—they linger.
They bypass the noise of doubt and go straight into the spirit.

A story is more than words strung together.
A story is a vehicle of vision.
And vision is the language of your spirit.

When Jesus told the servants to fill the jars, they didn’t argue or overthink.
They moved.
They imagined what full jars would look like—and they filled them to the brim.

They had no guarantee the water would turn into wine.
But they acted as if something greater was already coming.

This is the same power you have when you activate your imagination by faith.


Imagination Is One Step Higher Than Words

It’s good to say, “My life is changing.”
But what do you see when you say it?

Can you picture the jars full?
Can you see the water turning deep purple?
Can you imagine the celebration, the joy, the laughter, the surprise?

Words are seeds, but imagination is rain.

You may speak the promise—but your imagination waters it into growth.


What Movie Is Playing in Your Mind?

Your inner world is like a projector.
All day long, it plays stories—some filled with lack, others with overflow.

Are your inner images showing drought or flood?
Empty jars or overflowing vessels?

Many believers speak words of faith but hold pictures of failure.
They pray for rain while mentally rehearsing famine.

But today you can flip the script.

You can take your imagination and fill it with purpose, just like the servants filled those jars.

Picture yourself already walking in breakthrough.
See your family already provided for.
Imagine your bank account full, your body healed, your home peaceful.

Your imagination is not a toy—it is a spiritual tool.


Activate the Spirit Through Imagination

Faith is the substance of things hoped for.
Hope is made of images.
And the spirit thrives on hope-filled vision.

To walk in the spirit is not just to believe with words,
but to see with your heart what your eyes have not yet seen.

The soul analyzes.
The spirit imagines.

So don’t just speak to your situation.
See your jars filled.
Visualize abundance.
Picture divine overflow.

That’s what the servants did before the miracle ever arrived.

Chapter 25

Something Is About to Be Revealed

“You have saved the best till now.” —John 2:10

Close your eyes for a moment.
Imagine it’s your wedding. The most joyful day of your life.
The guests are laughing, the music is playing, and then—
someone whispers to you, “The wine has run out.”

That sinking feeling.
Embarrassment.
Panic.
Shame.

You don’t know how to fix it. You weren’t watching the supply.
This is a social disaster unfolding in real time.

But then—a miracle happens without your knowledge.
Someone finds more wine. But not just more—the best in the world.

Suddenly, guests are crowding around you.
“Where did you get this?”
“This is the most incredible wine we’ve ever tasted!”
“Your wedding is legendary!”

And you stand there smiling, still not sure what just happened.
Because the miracle didn’t come through your strategy.
It came through grace.


Surprise: Your Finances May Already Be Changing

The groom had no idea his reputation had just been redeemed.
He didn’t even ask for help.

But Jesus saw the need.
He heard the whisper.
He moved in secret.

This is what may be happening in your finances right now.
You’re still worried about the shortage, but Heaven has already activated provision behind the scenes.

There are miracles that begin before your soul becomes aware.
There are solutions forming even as your spirit stays still in trust.

Just like the groom, you may be the last person to know your situation has changed.


Imagination Makes Room for Revelation

Can you imagine your life 2,000 years from now being talked about?
Can you imagine a testimony so sweet, so surprising, so undeserved, that generations mention your name with wonder?

Maybe people will say:

  • “That breakthrough came out of nowhere.”
  • “They didn’t even see it coming.”
  • “And just like that, everything turned around.”

This is what happens when Jesus fills the jars—quietly, creatively, completely.


The Purpose Will Be Finished

Wine has a job at weddings.
Money has a job in your life.
And God is invested in finishing what He started.

That’s why the wine at Cana was not just replaced, but exceeded.
The wedding’s reputation was elevated.

Your reputation may be next.
Your story may be the one people share in awe,
not because you figured it all out—
but because Heaven stepped in.


A Declaration of Expectation

“I believe something is being revealed. What looks empty in the natural is being filled in the spirit. My miracle may already be in motion. I open my heart to receive the surprise of Heaven—better than expected, more than deserved, in perfect time. Amen.”

Final Chapter:

Start Believing
Money Can Make You Happy

“You have saved the best till now.” —John 2:10

For too long, we’ve been told a lie.
A lie so deeply embedded in our culture, in our churches, in our souls,
that we’ve stopped even questioning it:

“Money can’t make you happy.”

We hear it from wealthy people after they’ve spent it.
We hear it from the pulpit in a voice of caution.
We hear it in our own thoughts whenever we begin to dream of abundance.

But what if that phrase isn’t truth—it’s trauma?

What if it’s not holy—it’s fear dressed up as humility?


Wine at a Wedding, Money in Your Life

Imagine someone at the wedding in Cana standing up and saying,
“This wine can’t make you happy!”

They would’ve missed the point entirely.

The wine wasn’t there to solve eternal problems.
It was there to serve a holy moment.
To bless a human joy.
To glorify the kindness of God.

The wine had a purpose:
To lift the hearts of the guests,
To honor the couple,
To keep the celebration alive.

So does money.

Money has a purpose:
To protect your health.
To lighten your stress.
To secure your family.
To expand your influence.
To fulfill your calling.

These things may not make your adrenaline spike,
but they do make life happier in the full and proper sense of the word.


Start Believing the Truth

Start believing that money has a divine assignment in your life.
Start believing that money, like wine, can be used well.
Start believing that you were not created to chase lack,
but to steward abundance.

God never condemned money.
He condemned the love of money
which is rooted in fear of losing it or making it your god.

But believing in money is different.
It’s acknowledging that this resource was created to serve, not enslave.

Start believing in money the way you believe in:

  • Your home to protect you
  • Your car to carry you
  • Your job to support you

You don’t have to love these things.
But you believe in them.
You expect them to work.


Let Go of the Shame

It’s not greedy to want to be free from stress.
It’s not sinful to desire a life of stability and strength.
It’s not wrong to say:

“Money would help me.
Money would serve me.
Money would make me happy.”

Start saying it.
Say it with boldness.
Say it with peace.

“Money will help me do what God has called me to do.”
“Money will allow me to bless others.”
“Money will increase my joy, my time, my focus.”
“I believe money can and will make my life better.”

This is not rebellion.
This is redemption.


You Are the Groom

You may have been the last to believe it.
You may have spent years thinking you had to suffer lack to be spiritual.

But now it’s time.

The miracle has already begun.
The jars are full.
The water is changing.
The wine is on its way to your table.

You are the groom.
And you are about to find out
that the best has been saved for you—right now.


Final Declaration

“Father, I repent for believing the lie that money cannot bring joy.
I believe that money has a good and holy purpose in my life.
I no longer fear abundance.
I welcome it.
I prepare for it.
I expect it.
I trust You to use it for my good and Your glory.
I declare: money will make me happy,
because it will fulfill the purpose You designed it for. Amen.”

Thank You for Reading

From my heart to yours—thank you for taking the time.
I hope these words have stirred your imagination.
And helped you sense the miracle that is yours.

May you discover the full jars of wine.

With love and gratitude.

Tony Egar
Brisbane, Australia

www.tonyegar.com